Dreaming

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I woke up with a start to find that it was all a dream. Running away was a dream. Alex was a dream. I sat there on my bed, crying, not knowing what to do. I had school also, and I knew that I was going to get bullied the fuck out of. I got out of bed, nearly fainted because I hadn't eaten for the past 3 days, and walked quietly down the stairs, ignoring my mum passed out on the bathroom floor. I went down to the boiler and heated it once again and once it was hot, I made my way to the bathroom. I shook my mother but she wouldn't move. There was needles on the floor, surrounding her. She has overdosed on drugs. Great. I lifted her up and carried her to her single bed, covering her up with her thin duvet. As soon as she looked comfy, I walked out and went into my room. I couldn't carry on like this. I couldn't put up with this pain. I grabbed my blade from the bedside table and sliced my arm open, letting it drip down my legs. I felt alive. The warm blood trickled down onto the wooden floorboards, seeping through the gap. I enjoyed seeing it escape me. I enjoyed seeing myself suffer...

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