MBS1 : My Patient is a Mafia Boss

continuation

She cause me a lot of trouble but sya Ang kaiisa isang taong nalalapitan ko agad when I needed her, she already became my strength the day na naging magkaayos kami...

She help me a lot when I'm on my dark days and always to the rescue pag Alam nyang I'm in Danger...

she's a part of me already and losing her when we just starting to get used to each other is a different story...

Iba pa Yung dala nyang sakit kesa Kay lyde, but I know I can't blame her, the world can be cruel sometimes... Leaving us but helplessly in pain

"Shhh it's ok bri... Let's go" marahang Sabi nya, then inalalayan nya akong bumalik sa bed ko, ngayun ko Lang Naman napansin na andto sa loob sila zack, Ezra at claire...

Si Zack Ang unang lumapit sa akin, to assist me And Mathew Kaya maayos akong nakahiga ulit sa Kama ko, Ezra and claire came after but I just glance at them and say nothing

I don't want to talk about everything... I need a space...

"Ano na Ang lagay nya? Bakit sya tumakbo papunta sa cr kanina?" I heard them talking but Hindi ko sila nilingon dahil nakatulala Lang ako sa kawalan

"She's already fine, she's just shockingly stress because her emotions are taking over and need Ng maraming pahinga"

"Maybe it's better Kong iuwi na natin sya... Hindi sya ayos dto"

"Well that's fine... But I think it's not the right time for her to face Death... Death is a little mess..."

"That's ok, I'll keep an eye to the both of them"

Pag uusap pa nila not that much ay tumahimik na Ang paligid at Hindi ko na namalayang asa harap ko na si Ezra at tanging kaming dalawa nalang Ang naandito

"Briar..." Mahinang tawag nya sa pangalan ko I just Blink then I saw her crying already

"I miss you... We miss you. mag pagaling ka agad everyone is worried about you, and please do hold on and fight a little longer... Matatapos din to" she explained, marahan nyang hinawakan Ang mukha ko and feel my heat, nakatingin Lang Naman ako sa kanya

I don't know how to respond at all, I'm just spacing out in front of her, Hindi Rin kase gumagana Ng maayos Ang utak ko

I felt something is missing... But I can't say what... Or who it is... I just feel so incomplete, at Hindi ko talaga Alam kung gawa iyun Kay Cloudine dahil sa pag alis nya or because I lose lyde, or maybe there's something more behind it... And it's just making my situation worst

I'm feeling so emotionally empty and physical tired dahil sa mga nangyayari. Basta Hindi ko na maintindihan Ang sarili ko

"Are you hungry or anything? Gusto mo ba kumain?" Ezra ask, I can see that she's so worried but still giving some warm smiles, Wala narin Ang mga luha nya but I can still say na umiyak sya, and since I don't know what to say ay tumango nalang ako which make her smile again

"Ok, I'll get you a soup since Yun palang Ang pwede mong kainin for the mean time" she said then iniwan na ako, Hindi Naman nag tagal at bumalik din sya with my food, she help me eat so I just let her be, I don't really talk to say something, I'm just keeping my mouth shut

Besides from that Wala pa ako sa normal state ko, I'm still confused and very weary... I feel nothing but numbness and pure pain...

Nang matapos na akong kumain ay agad narin syang nag ligpit then pinainum ako Ng gamot which is agad ko ring ininum without any hesitations and questions

I'm secretly hoping kase na Sana after nun ay tuluyan na akong makatulog Ng matagal, yes... I just wanted to run from my mess

Ang duwag ko ba? Well I don't really care, after everything that happened to me ? Sa tingin nyo ba Wala akong karapatan na makaramdam Ng ganito? Sa tingin ko Naman I have the rights diba?