Forbidden Love

Part 11

"I-" i cannot form words. Jackson walks back to our booth "Hey um I have to go but I got your number so I'll text you tomorrow!" Jackson says and hugs me and Adam goodbye. "Y/n? You okay?" Adam asks me and I look at him. "It sounds like a good idea but it's my baby, I'm it's mom. I don't want her to be it's mom." Adam and I get up and go to the car. "I understand where you're coming from. But we have some time to think about it. We can spend all night figuring out how we feel if you want." I smile and nod. "We can't go to my house or yours so where to?" He asks as we get in the car. "Connies. Everyone is there. I want their opinions." Adam and I get into the car and head to Connies.

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"Okay guys, we have some shit to tell you." I say the second we all sit down in Connies room. "Jackson wants Y/n's baby" Adam's says and I add onto his statement, "And I honestly think it could work, so does Adam." Everyone says something all at once but I can't comprehend anything. "But...?" Julie asks "there's always a but." I nodded. "But I don't want it thinking that his wife is it's mom. I'm it's mom. No matter what and I want it to know that." I finish. "Hold up, can we stop calling it 'it' and just call it fetus?" Guys suggests and Charlie laughs. "Well Y/n, that's all a part of the deal. They are fetus's..." Julie says giving Guy a weird look, "parents. They will be fetus's mom and dad if they actually take...fetus." She finishes. I sigh in response. I know giving up the baby would be the right thing. I can't raise a baby on my own. I mean yeah I have Adam but he's busy with hockey and stuff so he wouldn't be around a lot.

"You're right. I'm gonna give him a call and let him know...he can adopt the baby." I smile and get up to call him.

Talking to him, we decided to set up a meeting so Adam and I can meet his family, then we meet someone from DCF and they give us papers to sign...all that crap. I just wanted to have my baby and meet it and give it to a loving family.
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Adam had to go home a little bit ago so Charlie walked me home. "So do you get to name it or...?" I chuckle at his question. "I don't think so Char. It's not my baby to name." "But your giving birth to it. It is your baby, whether you raise it or not. You created it." I listen to what he said but I don't respond. We get to my house and I stand looking at the front door. "I'm scared. She's gonna murder me!" I grab him and pull him close to my face. "I like this. A lot. Being close to you-" I shove him harshly away from me and we both laugh. "Love you Y/n/n" he yells as he walks off. "I love you too" i yell back and walk in.

"Well that's different. No Adam? Did he leave you because you want to keep the baby?" I roll my eyes and walk into the kitchen to make myself some ramen. "No actually, he had to go home but I'm not keeping the baby." Her eyes shoot up at me and she walks over to me. "So you are gonna get the abortion?" She asks eagerly. "Nope, I'm adopting it out, to Jackson." I say non-chalantly. "What the hell do you mean 'Jackson'? Your father!?" She yells and I walk away with my ramen. She grabs my arm and pulls me back causing me to drop my food. "Hey-" "ANSWER ME" I nod my head yes and she was furious. "He didn't want you so what makes you think he's gonna want your kid who will probably look just like you? He'll be reminded of you everyday and end up hating it like he hates you. He never loved you and he won't now so don't expect anything from him." She says harshly and walks out the house. Im not gonna lie, it did hurt listening to that but I trust him, even more than I trust my mom. She does have...'mental' issues and she can't be trusted so I don't believe a word she said.
I went down to clean the ramen on the floor and saw a bruise forming on my arm. "Shit" I say to myself.

Sorry this one is kinda short but I haven't been too motivated to write
~Brooklyn ♡