Daydream [Sunsun Fanfiction]

Epiphany

Kim Sunoo's POV

I woke up, the surroundings all blurry. I saw a man walking up to me. I observed his face

"Sunghoon?" I whispered

He just gave me a small smile before sitting right next to me

"My marshmallow, why do you still look sad? I won't be leaving you anymore..." he finally spoke, brushing my hair up to see my face clearer

"You didn't want me to go, right?" he asked again

"No, I don't want you to. Ever." I said in a rush, earning a chuckle from him

He hugged me to his chest and caressed my hair

"Don't be all pouty now, okay? I'll be here"  He intertwined his fingers with mine, resting his head above mine

My eyes shot open, suddenly feeling a warm presence beside of me.

My fingers were intertwined with the person calmly sleeping beside me

Fuck.

For the first time ever, I can recall every single detail from that dream I just had.

I quickly withdrew my hands from his grasp and sat up.

Realization suddenly washes over me as I held onto my chest, feeling as if the answers are already laid down infront of me.

Wait...was it Sunghoon all along? The man I have been dreaming about?

No way...

A year and a half has already passed after me and my mom's meeting. I guess I have accepted everything already. Slowly, I am actually trying to move on from the things that have happened in the past.

Our final exams have just finished, which will be our last test for our senior years. We drank a bit last night, that's why we are in this set up right now.

I let out a deep sigh

I looked at Hoon's face, observing his long lashes and his even breathing.

After a few minutes, I decided to finally stand up to prepare him a meal and a cup of tea to ease his hangover once he wakes up. Good thing I didn't drink much yesterday night, I had to put up with him.

I placed down the meal on the night stand and went through my phone. I opened our conversation and read back to where it started.

'marshmallow'

My eyes widened at the word. Isn't that what he also called me in the dream? This is actually making sense to me now!

"Sunoo?" Sunghoon's eyes fluttered open

"Oh my gosh, what did you do to me?" Sunghoon sat up, and jokingly covered his body with the blanket

"Huh, woaaaaw" I scoffed sarcastically in which he laughed at

He gave me a sleepy smile before his head started to hurt

"Oww"

"There, you deserve it"  I rolled my eyes at him

"But, you prepared this for me" He still had the strength to tease, pointing at the food on the nightstand

"I just feel sorry for you, that's all" I shrugged, making up an excuse

He just shook his head and smiled as he sipped from the tea

We both settled on the bed, sitting down, leaving a small distance in between us

"Hoon" I broke the silence

"You won't leave me right? Y-You'll wait, right?" I asked again, remembering my past dreams

He questioningly looked at me

"Yah, Kim Sunoo" he seriously said, so I looked at his direction

"You know I won't, where do you even get these ideas?" He said, looking at me softly

"Remember when I once opened up to you about the man I get dreams of?" I told him

He just hummed and nodded

"Well, I guess it's you. You were that person, Hoon" I told him honestly, feeling chills all over my body

"Me?" His eyes widened

"What was I like, then?" He curiously asked

"You were treating me so well at first, but then I time, you decided to leave. I don't know how it came to that point. I'm just scared" I whispered, now avoiding his gaze

"Sunoo, look at me" he said in which I followed

"I'm real. I am not someone from your dreams. I have no plans of leaving you, so please stop overthinking, okay? I will stay by your side..if you will let me" he whispered as he stared right into my eyes

That struck me like a truck. Right, I shouldn't depend on what my brain tells me. Maybe it's just the fears that I unconsciously have...

To be honest, I have already felt how sincere Sunghoon is. All the years of being beside me and everything.

But after the dream that I had just earlier, I think I realized how much I can't live when he leaves me, how much I need someone like him in my life.

I'm just finding the right timing. I will tell him soon that I'm ready, and I hope by that time, he is still waiting for me.

Later that day, we received a letter from the mail

"You are invited to our wedding!" I read aloud to Sunghoon

"Whose?" he asked

"It's mom and Beomsoo's" I folded the invitation back and looked at Sunghoon with a smile.

I unexpectedly approached this situation with a smile...what a relief.