Daydream [Sunsun Fanfiction]

Shocking

Kim Sunoo's POV

As I entered my unit, I can still feel my heart beating so fast.

I placed the food pack Sunghoon gave me on my table and sat down on the couch.

"Why am I feeling this? I shouldn't.." I whispered as I eyed the food

I suddenly felt my stomach rumble and at the same time, my phone chimed

"Have you eaten? You did not respond to my texts" The unknown person messaged again

"I'm sorry for not replying back. I just thought I scared you when I confessed" I texted back, with a nervous laughing emoji

"Ah wdym, it's nice to hear those words once in a while" it replied back

"I will be eating now though" I texted after a while of thinking what to reply

"Go ahead"

I opened the food pack Sunghoon gave me. My mouth watered when meat with vegetables and rice came to sight as soon as I opened it.

"Ah, it's been a while" I thought as I got up to get utensils

There is also soup in the plastic, so I thought of heating it up for now.

After getting back to my seat to eat, I scooped a mouthful of rice and meat.

Without noticing, my tears started to pool in my eyes, threatening to fall down my cheeks.

It just reminded me of my mom's cooking.

I blinked my eyes, wiping my tears off of my cheeks and eyes.

I then grabbed my phone and scrolled up on me and my mom's conversation

None of the messages are on read, and I am starting to worry.

I quickly exited and went to the unknown person's contact

"Can I call?" I mindlessly sent the text

Park Sunghoon's POV

After that talk with Heeseung, we decided to part ways since it is already getting dark too

As soon as I got home, I greeted my parents who are watching the television in our living room

"I'm home" I greeted them and went on my way to my room

"Honey?" I stopped as soon as my mom called me

I looked at her, feeling empty.

"Nothing, I guess I just missed my son. Can you give me a hug?" Mom said and opened her arms, while my dad just watched the scene unfold

I sighed, shaking my head. Gosh, I just realized how I haven't been spending that much time with my parents, and I know it hurts on their part.

I went closer to her and gave her a hug.

I suddenly thought of Sunoo.

Was he dreaming of his mom? His sister?

I thought about how lucky I am to still have my parents around me.

But right now, all I can think of is how Sunoo is even if we just met earlier.

"I love you, son. Whatever you are going through, it may be about acads or a relationship, you know you can open up to us" she soothed my back

I was surprised by her words. Suddenly?

"I can manage mom, thank you and love you too" I smiled in our hug and looked at my dad, who gave me a small smile too.

"I trust you" she softly said and released me from the hug.

I thanked them and went straight to my room after

"Shit" I found myself mumble as soon as I faced the mirror

That's why they were asking me so suddenly. My eyes looked like I am fresh from crying, which is the truth.

I just sighed and slumped on my bed

I checked my phone and decided to check up on Sunoo

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"Can I call?" Sunoo suddenly texts after he said he had to eat already

I suddenly jumped out, panicking at his request

Shit, I can't reveal myself yet!

"Please?" And that was the last word I wanted to hear from him before pressing the call button, risking it.

"Hello?" Sunoo's voice sounded so soft, until I heard him sob

I kept myself still, not wanting to create any noise

"I-I know you are listening, I don't even know if I am bothering you or what, so I am really sorry if I am though" he said, I can already feel him pouting

I badly want to tell him that I will listen to him, I want to listen to him, but I can't just speak and reveal myself yet

"There are just a lot of things going on in my mind right now" he cried to me

"My mom and dad are not really with me right now. I have an older sister who is very ill at the moment."

"I can't take this lonely feeling off of myself, and it frustrates me so much. I have no updates about them. They left me all alone in here."

"I-I badly want to break out of this cold fucking room, this cold dark room" He cried harder and paused for a while

"T-Then there is this one person in school, Park" he let out a sad laugh as he said my name.

"H-He confuses me so much, so fucking much that I want him to just disappear so that he wouldn't add up to the things I am thinking"

"My heart wants to forgive him for what he did to me, but my brain still tells me to not trust him anymore!"

This time, I heard a bottle pop open on his end. This man's really drinking on a school night?

After a few moments, he started talking again

"He is the reason why I am feeling lonely right now, if he didn't drive that car that fucking night, everything could've been the same" He trailed

My eyes widened at his words. What the hell is he talking about? I listened more.

"I thought you loved my sister, huh? Then why would you do that?! Fuck you Park, fuck your whole being!"

He screamed at the phone

Tears started pooling in my eyes.

"And what's more painful is that... is that... I'm f—"

Before he can continue his words, a loud thump is heard from on the line.

"Sunoo!" I finally spoke and ended the call

I hurriedly called Jungwon who, thankfully, picked up quite fast

"Won, can you please do me a favor? Please check up on Sunoo. He called me and I think he drank and something must have happened to him." I panicked as I told Jungwon

"Hyung, please calm down. I am on my way, don't worry, I got this" Jungwon assured me as I thanked him

Sunoo, please be okay.