insouciant

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When you stop worrying about
What they said

Then you will find happiness they said

But deep down, it distraught my fragile heart

Causing pain to my swollen eyes

Jumbled thoughts is what i got

Tears of pain, cloud my vision

Hiding behind the wall of makeups

To hide the fact that I'm  shattered

Whilst i act okay,is lest of their

concern,as far as i follow orders and

cross not boundaries

Slipping in to the abyss of

despair,losing hope, dwindling,for i'm

not rock

slowly i began to die like the maize

plant on winter

fading,withered and dead

so i pray for death to come faster

And  take me to the house of

tomorrow ,maybe then I'll worry no more

One night, i lay in my bed,

beneath the covers with pen and paper

As i set to write my last wish,

then i recall lest they care

Instead i take a vow of patience,for life

And strive to live an ordinary life

Maybe if i become a home to my soul,

perhaps i shall reclaim my joy

death be evitable, so be kept on line

for a traveller when his journey has

been completed,returns back home.

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