Chapter nine
When I get to the bedroom Gunner is in bed looking at the ceiling "babe? You like Anthony don't you" he blankly asked me I look at him "Babe, as a friend, I mean i don't know why are you asking me this?" I asked him unbuttoning his shirt he throws me his own shirt I smile "I don't know, I see how you look at him" says Gunner "baby, I love you to death if he was the only man on earth i wouldn't like it" I said snuggling up to him he smiles "that makes me happy" says Gunner kissing me "i hope it does, and even if i did i would hate myself for it cause I'm dating a beautiful man" I said "and that would be me" says Gunner "indeed" I said shutting of the light.
~Dream~
"Hey, Hope i think it's time for us to end things" says Gunner I look at him with tears in my eyes "wha? Why? Everything we've been through after everything you've done for me why now?" I asked sobbing "I know, I'm sorry baby it's for the best Hope I hope you understand" he says reaching out for me i reject "I'm sorry that i couldn't be there for you when I needed you the most" I said through my tears "Goodbye Hope" says Gunner whipping his eyes "yeah, Goodbye my love" I said whipping my eyes and shutting the door. I get a text message from Anthony.
Anthony:I'm sorry about Entoan, Wanna talk about it?
Me: Please? That would help :')
Anthony: of course, wanna meet me at my place? You know the Frat house.
Me: On my way!
i turn down my phone and grab Fern's keys "I'll be back" I tell her "yeah, I will be here if you need anything" she tells me I nod and walk to the doors when I see Wade and Mark kissing I smile and walked out the doors to Fern's car and started it up. I'm surprised that I could remember where it was. I walked to his door and rang the doorbell "Hey Hope, I'm sorry" he says pulling in a hug I hugged him back crying "I'm sorry, I'm such a mess" I said sitting on the cough "you have nothing to be sorry about, you didn't do anything" he tells me handing me caramel green tea... My favorite "thanks" I said leaning on his shoulder "take your time, I'm here for you" says Anthony I weakly smile after a few moments I looked at him "you ready?" he says I nod "okay, go on and tell me" he says "okay well i was writing in my journal and Entoan came in my dorm and told me he had stuff going on" I said through the unwanted tears. He whips them away I smile "he's a dick for breaking up with you after three months" says Anthony "yeah i know" i said.
After a few moments of talking about me and Gunner I told him that I liked him "You do?" he asked me I nod "I liked you since I saw you in that dress on your first time on campus" he says I smiled at him "But, I want sometime to get over him" I told him "and i respect that" says Anthony "and you can sleep here if you want" "thank you" I tell him "Any time" says Anthony. I looked at the ceiling letting my mind wonder of my thoughts of me and Gunner "oh and Hope?" asked Anthony "yeah?" I asked "you can sleep with me if you want" he tells me I look at him "Not like that, if you want to then tell me" smirks Anthony like Gunner did... "No, it's fine thanks" I said following him to his bedroom.
~End of dream~
I was awoken by Gunner shaking me "Hope baby" he says "yeah?" I said whipping my tears "you where having a nightmare" says Gunner pulling me to his chest "I was" I said "we can talk about it in the morning" Gunner tells me "yeah" I said thinking about Anthony and me in the same bed together... Would he do that in real life? Let me talk to him if me and Gunner ended things? I hope so... I think I look at a sleeping Gunner next to me "I love you" I whispered kissing his cheek i could see him smile. If he ever broke up with me i would die inside and I do like Anthony... Even though he hits on me constantly but i like it kinda... If Gunner reads my personal journal I wouldn't have him in my life anymore. That terrifies me! I have to text Anthony in the morning and ask him something...
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Confessions
FanfictionA shy girl named Hope Greene loves everything to do with nature and helping people and reading books. She starts collage by herself her other friends are back home in Florida she's scared out of her skin when she see's her roommate named Fern Monroe...