When I don't understand,
Will you take my hand?
'Cause God I'm blind
and I can barely stand
Father, why?
I can't comprehend,
I know You have a plan,
But my mind can't understand
Pain is real
and these tears don't lie
I'm lost inside my mind
and can't function
Jesus, I don't understand,
but I know you do,
help me to trust in all that You do,
I know there's a reason for this
I'm tired and I can barely open my eyes,
Water falls forth and I'm tired of this disguise
Trying to be strong, Weak inside,
Walls falling down and I'm crumbling now
Spirit be my Comforter,
Be my Strength
Hold up my head,
Strengthen my heart
When I don't understand.
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The Shadow Wars
PoetryPoems of darkness, hope, and my struggles with mental health. Trigger Warning: May contain allusions to self-harm.