Blue Eyes and Other Sources of Drowning

Did You See?

When you walked into the room my pupils dilated and my mind started forming connections. Tall, lanky, light colored short hair, blue eyed boy-so much like the boy I love.

When I closed my eyes under your body- I saw him too. And I imagined I was being loved by the one I loved, because how horrible is it to use someone for my satisfaction?

I feel truly terrible that I don't feel terrible for doing it.