farewell, my youth | ✓

16.

i fell in love with you one summer but i never knew it was so hard. especially when you had lots of beautiful girls always surrounding you. you asked me to bring them snacks and juice and i felt my heart crumble. they were literally throwing themselves on you. why weren't you pushing them off you? you didn't like being all touched especially not since that scar. your eyes were at me focused, as if watching my every move. i was scared and heartbroken.

to me you were one in a million. to you, i was one among millions. i fell in love with you one summer. you couldn't.