farewell, my youth | ✓

05.

i fell in love with you one summer and i am glad i did. i met your "boys" you surf with, but none of them were as beautiful as you. some were trying to hit on me but then one of them teased "let go of his girl, boys!" and i swear to God i saw you blush. and you know what the most exciting part is? you didn't deny that. you just blushed pink and i was painted in all shades of scarlet (if that's even possible.)

you went along with the practice as i stopped for a while to let go my breath, i didn't realise i was holding. sweet jesus, you need to stop being so cute. i fell in love with you one summer. only you didn't (but hey, you didn't deny that!)