𝘈 𝘙𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘰𝘳 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 //𝘛.𝘍 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 //

Part 6 || 13 - November 29th & 30th

"Christmasssss feels like mooooore of a deadline than a holidayyy" she said as she came to the bar to take a shot.

"WHAT HAPPENS WHEN POISON EXPIRES? DOES IT BECOME MORE POISONOUS OR NO LONGER REMAINS SO?" she yelled this to me from the dance floor.

"If aliens come to Earthhhh, we have to explain whyyyyy we made dozens of movies in which we fight and kill them. Ttthhinkk about ieeet" she said tapping my temple.

"My 15 year old self would be appalled to hear how many times I've chosen sleep over sex" I furrowed my eyebrows at her as she nodded.

She gasped dramatically as she came to the bar. I looked at her, "Your stomaaaach thinks all potatoooooes are mashed" she said with wide eyes as she ate an olive.

"When Sweden is playing against Denmark, it is SWE-DEN. The remaining letters, not used, is DEN-MARK" She's reaching heights now. *smh*

"Your dog understands several human woooooords. You don't understand annnyyyyy dog barks. She may be smarter than you" How did she get to dogs?

"In an aircraft, which armrest is yours, if you sit in the middle?" she said as she sat down next to me. "Aren't you tired?" I asked as I literally saw her dance for two hours non-stop. She shook her head, "You knnoow what I juuust thought?" she asked making me bang my head on the table lightly.

"Remember we saw Cars the other day?" she asked shaking me. I nodded, "Sooo, the carsss are aliiive, they talk and evveerythhing, so do theeey gettt life insurance or caaarrr insurance?" she asked raising her eyebrows. Before I could stop her and take her home or let Rob take her home, she was back on the dance floor.

After another fifteen minutes, she came back to me, and leaned on my lap, cause every other seat was full. I was sitting with Derek, Josh, Dan and Rupert. "I thought about another one - "What eesss theee othherrr woorddd for symamum-" I furrowed my eyebrows as I kept a hand on her waist. "Symanum" she tried again making all of us laugh. No one was as drunk as she was.

"Synomum" she said with squinted eyes, "That doesn't sound right" she added. "Synonym" I said making her nod her head. She fell on my body and rested her head on my shoulder. "Let's get you home" Robert said as he pulled her up.

Dick.

"Yes, let's go, Tom" she said grabbing his hand and following him out the bar. I smiled to myself as she said my name.

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Y/N's POV

I woke up in my bed - which I seriously have no idea how I got there - you probably do. I woke up with a bloody bad hangover. I groaned as I held my hair in my fist and tugged on them a little. I turned to my nightstand and saw a note with a pill. 'Drink me' it said and I smiled as I recognized the handwriting.

I sat up from my bed, swallowed the pill and waited for the miracle that my head would blow off. I laid back down on my bed as my phone dinged. 't22felton is live now.' I smiled and opened the Instagram for his live. He smiled as I texted on his comment section. I swear I saw him blush more than smile.

(You know the routine)

He played around for a while and started singing, "Walking down 29th and Park... I saw you in another's arms" I furrowed my eyebrows as he started singing. I saw him shoot a sad smile at the camera "Only a month we've been apart... You look happier" Did he dump Jade or something? Should I tell him what I saw the other day?

"Saw you walk inside a bar... He said somethin' to make you laugh... I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours... Yeah, you look happier, you do" Wait, who is he talking about? You could literally see the hurt in his eyes and how he was trying to hide it.

"Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you... But ain't nobody love you like I do... Promise that I will not take it personal, baby... If you're movin' on with someone new" Of course not me, cause he doesn't love me.

"'Cause baby you look happier, you do... My friends told me one day I'll feel it too... And until then I'll smile to hide the truth... But I know I was happier with you" I saw that sadness in his eyes when he sang this line, like he was just realizing something.

"Sat in the corner of the room... Everything's reminding me of you. Nursing an empty bottle... And telling myself you're happier, aren't you?" he sang directly looking at the screen, like he was asking me.

"Oh, ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you... But ain't nobody need you like I do... I know that there's others that deserve you... But my darlin', I am still in love with you" Is it me? Cause I'm moving on and he knows this. But 'Still in love with you'? Who is he referring to?

"But I guess you look happier, you do... My friends told me one day I'll feel it too... And until then I'll smile to hide the truth... But I know I was happier with you" He was smiling till now and then he looked at the camera with a sad expression.

"Happier with you... Happier... with you" I closed the app and set my phone down. I don't want to think about him. I'm done, trying with him, or explaining him, or anything with him. I'm happy with Robert, thank you very much.

I shook my thoughts and headed downstairs. Rob wasn't staying here, if that's what you're wondering, we decided to treat it as an actual relationship. I made some breakfast and as I was about to sit down to eat, the doorbell rang.

SHDJFJKDKLWD.

I groaned and opened to see Tom. He looked distraught. He also looked like he was struggling with some- And then suddenly his lips were on mine. He was kissing me so desperately like he had longed to do this, that my whole body curved into his, like he never wanted to pull away.

PULL AWAY.

This is wrong, he's in a relationship. I was too caught up in how his lips felt, that I didn't push him sooner. I pulled away and slapped him. "You can't - can't just kiss... kiss me like that" I said with tears in my eyes. "No, no, no... no... Not when we're both in happy relationships" I said as I saw a tear drop from his eyes.

"You're in a relationship?" he asked in disbelief. "Yes... No - I - do— don't know, okay? We didn't make anything exclusive but you are, you can't kiss me like that" I replied angrily. "I spent years moving on, Tom and now when I actually am, you can't go and do that" I said pointing at him.

"I'm sorry-"

"I don't want your apology. What's this between us, Tom? Plus, I think I don't have those feelings for you anymore"

"You don't?" he asked taking a step back. "Yeah, and you know why? Cause I can't fall in love with you again. I don't want all the pain that comes with it. AGAIN. I'm done, I'm done trying so hard to push you away but I always thought about our friendship and honestly, I was a fool to think about it" I said as tears started rolling down my cheek.

"I'm so tired..."