SIA CARTER, A 17-YEAR-OLD TEEN, A DAUGHTER OF A BILLIONAIRE WHO LOVES TO LIVE A SIMPLE LIFE LIKE OTHERS, DOESN'T LIKE ATTENTION AS MUCH AS SHE LOVES TO ENJOY LIFE HER OWN WAY. SHE IS ALSO CALLED THE QUEEN OF STREET RACING BUT MOST OF THEM HAVE NOT S...
IT'S ALMOST A MONTH SINCE ME AND ALEX STARTED DATING, WE HAD A LOT OF FUN, WENT ON MANY DATES, BUT STILL KEPT THE RELATIONSHIP IN SECRET EXCEPT FOR KYLE, KEV, BRI, AND KAYLA.
A LOT OF THINGS CHANGED IN THIS ONE MONTH, KYLE AND KAYLA STARTED DATING, RYAN WENT TO LONDON, BRI AND KEV HAVE FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER BUT NEVER OPENED UP.
WE THOUGHT OF TELLING ABOUT OUR RELATIONSHIP TO OUR PARENTS AND MAKING IT OFFICIAL BUT I KNOW THERE'S ONE THING THAT IS STOPPING ME FROM DOING IT.
THE FEAR OF LOSING ALEX
YES,I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM
BUT THERE'S ONE THING THAT'S STOPPING ME FROM ADMITTING IT TO HIM
MY PAST
I HAVE A DATE WITH HIM TODAY, AND I'M HERE SITTING ON MY BED FIGHTING WITH MYSELF WHETHER TO TELL HIM OR NOT. I TRUST HIM MORE THAN MY LIFE, BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITH THESE QUESTIONS POPPING IN MY MIND ONE BY ONE.
I'M SNAPPED OUT OF MY THOUGHTS BY BRI
"SIA, IT'S YOUR PAST SO IT'S COMPLETELY YOUR DECISION TO TELL HIM OR NOT, IF YOU WANT TO GO AHEAD NO ONE IS STOPPING YOU, BUT IF YOU DON'T WANT TO, JUST REMEMBER WE ALL ARE THERE FOR YOU NOW, ALWAYS, AND FOREVER, "BRI SAYS
"THANKYOU BRI"I HUG HER
I GET A TEXT FROM ALEX THAT HE IS HERE, I BID BYE TO BRI AND GO
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(SIA'S OUTFIT)
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(ALEX'S OUTFIT)
"WHERE ARE WE GOING ?"I ASK HIM AS SOON AS I GET INSIDE
CAUSE THIS PERSON HERE, I DON'T KNOW WHERE FROM BUT COMES WITH CRAZY IDEAS ON EACH OF OUR DATES
"UM, LET ME THINK, "ALEX SAYS
"EXCUSE ME!?"I WHISPER YELL AND HE CHUCKLES
"OK CHILL, THERE'S A FAIR IN THE OUTSKIRTS," HE SAYS
AND THE WHOLE RIDE WE CHAT
AS WE REACH THE FAIR, WE TRY A LOT OF GAMES, HAVE FUN, AND EAT A LOT
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST WHERE'S THE FUN IN THE FAIR WITHOUT TRYING THE GIANT WHEEL
"LET'S GO TO THE GIANT WHEEL?"I SAY TO ALEX
"NOPE,"HE SAYS
"YES"
"NO"
"YES"
"NO"
"YES"
"NOPE, NO, NEIN, NADA,"
"YUP, YES,YA, YADA"
"NO"
"YES"
"NO"
"COME ON, DON'T TELL ME YOU ARE SCARED OF HEIGHTS, "I SAY TO HIM
"NO I'M NOT, I JUST DON'T WANT TO,"HE SAYS
"I DARE YOU TO, "I SAY TO HIM
"THIS TIME IT IS NOT GONNA WORK WITH ME," HE SAYS
I SIGH
"YOU'RE NO FUN ALEX, LET ME GO FIND A GUY WHOSE DEVILISHLY HANDSOME,EXTREMELY HOT, AND WHAT NOT, I KNOW HE'LL DEFINITELY TELL YES, "I SAY TO HIM AND PRETEND TO WALK AWAY
HE PULLS ME BY HIS ELBOW THAT MY HEAD LADS ON HIS CHEST AND WRAPS AN ARM AROUND MY NECK
"LET'S GO," HE SAYS PULLING ME TOWARDS THE GIANT WHEEL
YA, HURRAY MY TRICK WORKED
SIA-1,ALEX-0
AFTER THE GIANT WHEEL WE BOTH DECIDED TO GO BACK CONSIDERING THAT WE BOTH ARE TIRED
THE WHOLE RIDE BACK HOME WAS SILENT, NOT BECAUSE WE WERE TIRED OR NOT ABLE TO TALK
JUST BECAUSE I WAS STILL BATTLING WHETHER TO TELL HIM OR NOT
SUDDENLY THE CAR STOPS MAKING ME FALL TOWARDS THE FRONT
"ALEX" I YELL
"SORRY, WANNA HAVE ICE CREAM?"HE ASKS ME POINTING TOWARDS THE ICE CREAM PARLOUR
"IDIOT, LET'S GO, "I SAY TO HIM AND GET DOWN AND WALK TOWARDS THE ICE CREAM PARLOUR NOT EVEN SPARING HIM A GLANCE
COME ON, IF SOMEONE ASKS ME - FOOD OR BOYFRIEND
ISN'T IT OBVIOUS, ALWAYS FOOD COMES OVER BOYFRIEND
WE BOTH TAKE TWO CHOCOLATE FLAVORED, ONE FOR EACH
"WHAT IS BOTHERING YOU SIA," ALEX ASKS ME
"HUH, WHAT IS BOTHERING ME, I'M PERFECTLY FINE," I SAY TO HIM
"YOU'RE REALLY BAD LIAR SIA, TELL ME," HE SAYS
REALLY AM I SUCH A BAD LIAR
"IT'S JUST, IT'S JUST THAT"I STOP NOT ABLE TO SAY ANY WORDS FURTHERS, TEARS START TO FORM IN MY EYES
HE HUGS ME AND ME NOT ABLE TO CONTROL ME ANYMORE LET THE TEARS SPILL
"SSSHH, IT'S OKAY IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SAY, JUST DON'T CRY, I CAN WAIT UNTIL YOU'RE READY JUST DON'T CRY SHH" HE COMFORTS ME
BUT HIS JUST DON'T CRY MAKES ME CRY MORE
AFTER FEW MINUTES OF MORE OF HIS COMFORTING AND SOOTHING WORDS I GET A GRIP ON MYSELF
