What If Love (annyeongz story)

Chapter 42: Is it wrong if i keep on loving you?

Yujin woke up in the cold weather, he look around just to find his alone. A sigh escaped from his mouth

"Why so sad?" He look at the door way to find minju with a confused look

"Nothing. I'm okay noona." He said trying to keep his smile up

"Yujin?" She called which the guy made a hum

"You know.... the thing that your heart only want is to be heard. To be understand.. its nothing so difficult to understand but hard to do. The only thing that will make you happy was finally letting yourself explain to wonyoung." Minju stated sitting down on the bed beside yujin

"I don't think i can face her." Yujin look down

"But don't you think she'll listen to you now"

"What possibly the reason to hear me out?"

"Because she already have kai. And if she truly love kai. She will be willing to forgive you. Nothing will hurt unless you love that someone who'll hurt you." Minju said patting yujin's head

"Take your chances to be happy than running away without life again." Yujin look at the door way and saw eunbi

"Wonyoung..... she's still not okay. But to your point. You were never okay." Eunbi said

"And to be fine and okay? Let her understand everything. Let yourself speak up." She said finally smiling to yujin

There's nothing more than helpful than your love ones advices

Cleaning up, dressing up and walking straight to her work place

A surge of courage was seen in his eyes, if she has kai, then he has himself to back him up.

The moment he stopped at the pedestrian lane, the world becomes gloomy.

Just like him, no brightness, and in anytime a rain could fall just like his tears

"I wonder what my life will be, if its still me...." he asked looking at the hospital....

The moment their eyes met.. the time slows... and at the same time... the droplets of water fell from the sky....

"Will i be able to be happy if you didn't turn your back on me that day?" He mumbled getting soaked in the rain....

"Hello?"

"Oh kai? What?"

"I'm sorry about what happened yesterday i was jealous. Let me make up with you babe."

"Its okay. Its fine i know what you're feeling."

"I'm sorry wonnie, Let's have lunch i'll make up with you."

"Okay...."

"Pick you up or meet?"

"Meet."

"Okay bye."

She hung up, her mind was full of billions questions

She felt bad guilty about what happened to yujin. She knew she was hurt but at the same time yujin's state never reach her's.

Looking at the window, finger tips tapping her table and her left hand supporting her chin up...

She sighed....

Why does her mind keep telling her to apologize at something she don't want to know.

"Think deeper." Wonyoung woke up at the voice