the cold artist

9

CHESHA'S POV

I woke up when yanna tap my shoulder...

"Time to party bestea~" she said as she wiggle her butt HAHAHAHAHA

I fix myself and take a quick shower. I can't wait to see my hoseokie~

We go out and saw a lot of students dancing and vibing to the music, while hoseok is nowhere to found

I approach namjoon who's dancing with a beautiful girl

"Uh hi, err where's hoseok?" I ask

"Oh-- he's on the room"

I immediately walk toward their room and knocked

After 1 minute the door opened and saw hoseok with a cold face!

"Hey baby--"

"Let's talk" he said and grab my hand

We were on the middle of the forest where there's a small bonfire and a tent

"Wow" i sit inside the tent and hoseok is just standing-- watching the fire.

"Babe"

He look at me and smile, he's just sleepy... right?

He sit on a large branch and look at me... he's so handsomeee~

"Is... there any problem?" I ask and hold his hand

"Uhm... love or friendship?" He asked that made me smile

I know this... I know what he's talking about

"F-friendship" i smiled

He looked down and I smiled

Earlier
I was sitting on my bed when yanna entered the room

"Hey"

I look up to her and wipe my tears off... she smiled at me and even im not talking, she knows it already

"It's okay, don't overthink" she said as she pat my back

"I-- I might ruined their friendship and i don't want that but... i love hoseok and i want to give him anything he deserve but this... he don't deserve this, yanna" i cried

"Even he's not talking, i know how confused he is right now... i know that he's mad at me, but still manage to smile, make me laugh, and talk to me normally"

"Chesha... i just want to tell you that, you can't be against them--i know how much you appreciate the both of them, but still, yoongi is your EX BOYFRIEND while now? HIS FRIEND IS YOUR BOYFRIEND, do you know how much damage will it make if you continue this?"

I lowered my head as i continue to cry

Yanna has a point, i watched them being happy together, and act like a real brothers

Hoseok stood up, back facing me and watch the moon...

"You're there for me when i need someone to lean to, you know how thankful i am to have someone like you beside me... and i know that you have lots on your mind right now, and i am sorry for that hoseok" i said looking at his back

"I don't know what to do anymore and it's between my feelings and my mind... i don't want to ruin something because i experience being broken and how hard it is especially when it comes to... frienship" i lowered my head

"I didn't mean to fall in love with you and i am very aware that you're yoongi's best friend but still continue to like you"

He's still watching the moon and didn't move

I sighed and stoop up

"We are both confuse right now... especially you, so, let's take a break and think okay?" I ask looking at him

I smiled when he didn't move or look at me.

"Is that all? You're giving up?"

He turned around and look at me...

"You're so coward chesha" he said

I chuckled

"If you're sorry, why are you breaking up with me? For goodness sake! This is my first time being so happy and now... you're making me feel that i don't deserve what i am feeling right now!"

I flinch when he raised his voice

"Hoseok-ah"

I held his face and kiss his forehead.

"You know how much i like you right? Let me just fix every mess i made, and i'll be back to you 'kay?" I kiss his lips and smiled when he kissed back

I pulled away and i saw him smiling

"Let's just take a little break" i said as i walk away

I saw how his smile fade when he saw me walking away

"I can't go back to him" I mumbled

I run toward my room and after a minute yanna entered.

Yanna comforted me all night until i fallen asleep...

I woke up and immediately took a quick bath... i wear a jumper and a white shirt inside.

"Im going to ignore them" i mumbled

Im doing great. I can do this. I can ignore them

I walk out the room and walk to the main hall, i pick up my breakfast and saw hoseok looking at me. I hurriedly walk outside to avoid his presence

I finished my breakfast and decided to take some walks. The air is so refreshing and the weather is sooo nice

I decided to take a swim and take off my clothes... i am wearing my red bikini and starts to walk to the shore

I am confident because i know that the students are tired from last night's party and i know that none of them will going to swim today.

I swim under the water and smiled when i felt how refreshing the water is.

I immediately go up and breathed some air when i saw hoseok sitting on the sand shirtless! He's holding my clothes!

I immediately hide my body under the water and glared at him... i saw him smirk and walk toward the ocean

He swimmed and i was shock when he was in front of me

"Nice bikini" he said looking at my breast

I cover it with my hands that made him laugh

"Shy right now?" He said moving closer

I gasp when i felt his hands running to my thigh...

"H-hoseok" i said pushing him

He grab my butt and that made me moan

"That's it baby girl" he smirked at me

He's giving me wet kisses on my neck while untying the knot of my bra

"N-n-no wait--"

I pushed him

"Why?" He ask

"N-not here" i said that made him smile

He immediately help me to put my clothes back and drag me to his room... luckily the boys aren't here

He push me down the bed and starts to take off his shirt

I bite my lip and smirk when i saw how hot he is right now...

Damn. I want him

He slowly lay on top of me and look deeply to my eyes...

"I can't chesha" he said burrying his face on my neck

"You can't... what? Make love?" I said that made him laugh

"I don't want to broke up with you" he said that made me smile

Damn. Im lucky to have you jung hoseok