"Mmh, that's the thing though.. What if I don't wanna take much longer?" She asks, I kiss her

"Then don't. That's the point - we can take as little as we like, if that's how long we want to take."

"You're very clever, you know." She looks down our bodies "and have a very good body. Thank you for showing me what you bought baby, I always enjoy seeing what you buy."

"Good. Because I'm going to do that every time I buy something new for as long as you want to see it."

"That could be forever"

"Would you like it to be?" I ask, she smirks "What?"

"One week into dating and you're asking if I wanna be with you forever? You're lucky I do or else you'd have scared me off.." she plays with my hair "of course I want it forever. I've never felt this much for anybody before. And I don't think I'd be able to again."

"I feel the same," I hold her cheek "you make me feel things I didn't think anyone could make me feel."

"That's gay" she says quietly, I smile

"I know. You're gay too for making me feel it"

"I am" she kisses me. Then she lays back on my bed, leaving me sat up on her hips. I decide we aren't close enough and I need to lie down on her. I prop myself up above her. "You're cute and clingy.."

"You're just really irresistible.." I lean down and kiss her forehead "I really do want to be with you forever, you know.."

"I know. I feel the same.." she strokes down my sides "You're mine, and I'm not letting you go."

"I don't ever want you to" I kiss her cheek and then lay down on her instead of just being above her. I'm too clingy not to. She holds me tight.

"You know I'd do anything for you?"

"You shouldn't say things like that.. What if it's something I wouldn't want you to do for me?" I ask, she makes a thinking noise.

"I think I can guess for myself what you would and wouldn't like me to do for you. So don't worry about that, just know I'd do anything for you."

"I'd do anything for you too" I look up at her, she shakes her head a bit

"What if it's something I don't want you to do?"

"Then I can judge too," I smile "same goes."

"Well I want you to be extra safe. So judge harshly."

"You too then. I want you extra safe too, forever."

"I think you worry too much about me, baby, I'm safe." She assures me, I nod a little

"That's true. I'd like to keep you that way though."

"And me you. Don't worry, we're very safe. And we work very well together." She strokes down my arm, I cuddle further into her

"We do. I think it'll be very exciting starting our new lives in London. I think the change is going to be good change."

"I think so too."

There's comfortable silence. I don't think it's going to last for very long but it feels just as nice and as comfy as talking does.

"You know, my friends kept talking about my prospective singing career today.." I say, she smiles

"Oh yeah?"

"They were very irritating.. but I think I do want to consider it. It isn't that I think my voice is incredible or anything, I'd just like to give my opinions in the best way I can."

"I really think you'll be able to do it baby. And don't act like your voice isn't incredible.. I've heard you sing."

"Don't make me embarrassed.." I laugh a little, she kisses my head

"It's true. I think you should start singing and putting it online. I could help you if you wanted me to."

"Hmm.. It's a big step..." I say, trailing my fingertips around on her arm

"It is but the worst that's gonna happen is no one watches. And what will you have lost? Nothing.. I think it's worth looking into, baby, because you could get signed in London."

"You certainly have a lot of confidence in me" I smile "part of me thinks it's just to take the attention away from your excellent singing voice."

"Just be quiet. I have so much confidence in you because you're deserving of it." She says, I open my mouth to argue. "Shh.. Just be quiet. Let me lie here and love you."

"You wouldn't love me if I wasn't quiet?" I tease, she smiles

"Don't joke about that, you know what I mean.. I just want to really focus on the love, feeling it purely and not stopping."

"I think I must feel more love for you because I feel that all the time." I tease, she fake laughs.

"No. I don't think that's possible."

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A/N

thank you so so so so so so so so so so so SO much for all the support I get for this story. You guys blow my phone up every day and it's so sweet - I really can't thank you enough.

im wrapping up this story soon but but but!!   don't worry, cuz I've been writing the new one and it's rlly so much fun to write. I think you guys will like it

Anyways have a great day, I love you, stay safe, eat well, and get some water. You deserve it <3

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