Problem Solving

Forever

"I know but we're still going to be in touch, you know" I tilt my head a little. Maybe they're sad about me leaving. We haven't really properly talked about it yet.

"She's gonna have Lana too, don't worry" Laf says. I stare at her.

"Do you ever stop running your mouth, Laf?" I ask

"You haven't told them yet?" She asks. I look back at them. They look like they want to know.

"Tell us what about Lana?" Jess pries

"I was going to tell you today, because we've left school now and you won't make her feel weird." I pause "Lana's my girlfriend."

"We wouldn't have made her feel weird.." she frowns, Stella just looks at her

"I think you would've. I like that they had privacy, I think privacy makes a relationship strong." Stella says sweetly, I smile

"I do too. Thank you for understanding, I didn't do it to hurt you or close myself off." I make sure they know, Jess nods a little

"I know but... Come on. Tell us about the sex"

"Oh my gosh" I cover my face "my sister's here"

"She probably already knows" Stella giggles. I smile even though it's embarrassing, and once I regather myself, I uncover my face

"She does, but it doesn't mean she should know anything in great detail."

"Later? It's the least you can do, we only just found out about you and her today, we deserve to know." Jess bargains. I knew she'd be like this. It's kind of sweet though.

"Yes, later. Not now." I look at the window. It looks hot outside. "it's nice today, would you like to get smoothies by the beach? I'll pay."

They always do what I want if I say I'll pay.

It's pretty busy at the beach. But we're only here to park up and listen music whilst we drink our smoothies, so the busyness doesn't bother us that much. We find somewhere away from everywhere else, but where we can still see the sea. It's nice and breezy, which is what we need in this heat.

I got a mango smoothie because that's the best flavour. Jess and Stella got pink ones, I didn't pay attention to what they asked for because I was nervous to order mine - I couldn't let them distract me from my smoothie ordering lines. Lizzy would've ordered for me. I miss her.

"So Laf isn't here.. Tell us, is she as sensual as she looks?" Jess leans forward from the backseats. For a second I'm going to tell her off, but I see that even Stella seems interested. And I guess they aren't going to tell anybody.

"She is." I sip my drink. It feels weird to kiss and tell, but that's what friends do.

"You have to say more than that" Stella rolls her eyes. For a straight girl, she is very interested. "What's it like?"

"Hot. She's very good.. the best ever, in fact." I say. Jess looks pleased.

"Is it kinky?" She asks, I laugh a little

"Not overly.. but she takes control effortlessly."

"I knew she was a top" she smirks, Stella looks to me for clarification. She's best friends with two gay girls but is still a bit uncertain on the terms.

"Likes to be in control. Firm, and takes the lead." I explain, she nods a little and pauses like she has a question. "go ahead" I prompt

"Is scissoring real?" She asks, I laugh. So does Jess

"Yes it's real" Jess says, I turn around and look at her

"How would you know?" I ask, she smiles and shrugs. I giggle a little "oh my god.. what's it like?"