xx. I Am A Writer

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𝐈 𝐀𝐦 𝐀 𝐖𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫

I am a writer who speaks by papers
Acts by pen without wasting a blink
Loves by letters,
Stares by words, holds by ink.

I write when nobody wanted to listen,
I'd rather stay alone in the dark —
than to be surrounded by fake voices
I don't mind myself being mistaken,
I can fill every blanks with pure drafts and real emotions by scratches.

I write to not hear their screams,
Saying my name, putting me in rough road of sneaking snakes and fishes
I write to conquer my fears,
To surpass their expectations while facing my paper filled with uncrossed stitches
Where I can only see myself with every words breaking their ears
Making my own world of freedom and true beauty of beaches.

I write to express my laughter,
When they said I'm such a disappointment
Making myself different from any other,
By refilling my pen with hopes and fulfillment.

Yes, I write —
I use my pen to change my life in every pages
I only write and write until there's no pain hidden inside
I'm not fighting them, but fighting myself for being imprison and hopeless,
Letting these words control my own life.

@inbluence

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