BL Oneshots (UNDER EDITING)

A30. 18th Birthday (NineJoong)

Joong's pov:

I stared out the window silently.

It was raining heavily.

There's also occasional thunder and lightning.

The weather has been like this for the last 3 days.

The streets are practically empty most of the time.

And it's also really cold and humid.

I sighed and leaned against the window frame.

I hate rainy days.

I don't like them.

They bring back bad memories.

I don't like being alone these days.

It's suffocating.

But one thing I've learned from the past 4 years is that i can't ask for too much.

Asking others to stay with me would be too selfish. They have their own lives after all.

"Just suck it up!"

A phrase I've heard too many times to count.

I really wish i could just suck it up and be happy.

There's nothing else i want more than that.

But it's not that easy apparently.

I perked up when i heard the front door opening.

I got out of bed and went out of the bedroom.

P'Nine was taking off his shoes at the entrance.

He was soaking wet.

"P'Nai! why did you come here in this weather?!" I asked frantically.

I rushed to get a towel from my room and give it to him.

He chuckled and took the towel drying his hair off.

"I just felt like it."

I frowned. "You could get sick!"

"Stop being such a worry wart. I wasn't in the rain for that long." He sighed.

I stepped closer to him and lifted him bringing him to my bedroom and straight into the bathroom.

"Joong seriously. I'm not going to get sick." He said as i started preparing a warm bath.

He shut his mouth when i looked at him sharply.

After the bath was prepared, he pushed me out of the bathroom saying he would wash by himself.

So i changed my clothes which had gotten wet earlier.

I decided to make some hot chocolate until he comes out.

"So what's the real reason you came here in this weather?" I asked while he drank the hot chocolate.

"I told you. I just felt like it." He answered.

I frowned. "P'Nai."

"I'm not lying ok? I really just felt like it. I somehow had the urge to come here. So here i am. If you don't want me here i can leave." He sighed.

I blinked.

I could feel some strange emotions brew inside me but i suppressed them immediately.

"I don't think it's going to get any better tonight. So it will be better to stay for the night." I said looking out the window.

He nodded in agreement.

He went into the kitchen to wash the mug after finishing.

Why did he have to come tonight?