I stood with truth
for the longest time
even though it pains me
even when it takes
everything in me
I stood with truth
so long I've forgotten
how to be freeI lived with regret
in the deepest place
even though it drags me down
even when it chokes
the air out of my lungs
I lived with regret
so long I've let go
of the rungsI stayed with fire
with the slowest pace
even though it burns me
even when it tears
my skin from my bones
I stayed with fire
so long I've watched it
devour all in my homeThough the haze
and past the mighty glaze
I stood, lived, stayed
with the things that hurt me
thinking it would let me
have peace even in
the long nights aheadBut did I?
Is rest in my hands
as of this moment?
Perhaps
Until thenI will lay with death
through the hardest dance
even though it erases me
even when it obscures
hope from where it bled
I will lay with death
for as long as necessary
until I see my worth
or until I reach the end
YOU ARE READING
a symphony of stars, a cacophony of wishes.
שירים❝𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯❞ ˜"*°•˜"*...