"you're so dramaticccc" he says in a sassy DRAMATIC tone
"will you go watch a movie with me" he asks as he rolls off the bed and I die laughing.
he stands straight back up and tries to lean on the nightstand table and...misses??
I mean this boy just flat out fell on the floor face first.
"That table has for sure been moved since last time I was in here..."
"...you came in here 2 hours a-"
"AND? A LOT CAN HAPPEN IN 2 HOURS, LIKE MAYBE A MOVIE? LETS GOOOO" he says dragging me by the wrist into the living room.
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Ash is asleep. She's all cuddled up with a fuzzy blanket and a pillow in the corner of the couch.
We watched Fast and Furious Tokyo Drift cause it's her favorite. Not my thing, but it should be, I'm trying to like it.
I scroll on my phone for a few more minutes before feeling my eyes get really heavy.
I take some deep breaths and try to calm my mind to get some rest.
You're such a loser
No matter what you do you'll never be tough
She ran away with Robby, not you
She's hiding something from you
She doesn't love you
You're putting too much effort into her
She's not worth your time
Your better than her
You could be doing cool shit right now but you're at home with a stupid girl
Are you dumb
You did this to yourself
You're the reason Miguel got hurt
You lost Demetri cause you're a self centered dick
Aisha had to leave because of you
Bert had to leave because of you
All of this division is because of you
Everyone hates you
They always will
Because you're a freak.
Lip.
my eyes open wide as I light out a yelp and grab my head in pain,
they won't be quiet.
I look over to make sure I didn't wake Ash and I get up and run to my room.
I spin around in circles mumbling nonsense to myself trying to o make them be quiet.
Maybe they're right.
Ash was acting suspicious...
go look at her laptop.
No, I trust her..I'm not gonna do that
And if she's not hiding anything you aren't doing anything wrong
But I shouldn't have a reason
But you do, and she's living in your house
I put my hands on the doorframe of her door and I see her laptop sitting there on the foot her bed where she left it.
I glance back at her fast asleep on the couch.
Pull the fucking trigger, Eli.
Before I know it I'm sitting on her bed and typing away at her laptop.
Most of it is school stuff and then I check her email,
There's a open draft to...
Robby Keene.
A/N: ayooo I'm so sorry for the lack of updates guys. If you guys saw my post on my message board you'd know my exams will be over in 1 week!! I'm so close ahh!! Then I'll be able to update a lot more, anyways, I hope you guys are doing amazing, go drink some water, and eat something. oh and go touch some grass and study if you have time!
