The rest of the day seemed to move by so slowly. The anticipation was building and it was making me have butterflies in my stomach. I didn't know why this was happening. I shouldn't be so nervous.
Fooling around with Maddy was one thing, but actually going on a date was another. Even though we loved each other it was a whole new thing now that we were going on a date. I wasn't sure if I knew how to act on a date, especially with someone I really cared about.
I tried not to think about the date, but my family insisted on continually bringing it up. It was a big deal to them. In there mind I hadn't dated in years. I never really told them when I was seeing someone, because it was never serious enough to bring it up.
I always wanted to keep to myself when it came to my personal life.
"Melonie isn't it time that you at least start thinking about getting ready."
I had to skirting around the idea of getting ready for a while, but I didn't want to seem to eager. I didn't want to come off as being desperate.
I looked at my watch just checking to make sure the time. Three o'clock, I coudln't put it off any longer.
" I guess I'm as ready as I'll ever be."
We headed to the bedroom of the cabin. I began looking through my clothes. Some were in the closet, some in the suitcase, and even more in the dresser drawers. I begin to figure out real quick that I did not have anything that I felt was suitable for a first date.
" What am I am going to do, I have nothing to wear."
Bell, just laughed. " Sure you do we just have to look harder. And if all else fails we will raid my suitcase."
We searched and searched and I still coundn't find anything suited my liking.
"Mel, I think I might have something in my pack that I think might could work."
"Yeah right, you are way smaller than me Bell."
"Whatever Mel, you are smaller than you think."
I rolled my eyes. "You are joking right."
"Just try it on and then I'll leave you alone about it."
I didn't want to try it on. I didn't want to to be embarrassed when it didn't fit, but I really wanted her to leave me alone about it. So I tried to squeeze myself into the dress that I knew for sure was too small.
I watched her smile and I pulled it over my hips, which was a miracle.
"If you get it zipped it will be a miracle." I was baffled when it zipped right up.
I looked at her. "There is no way that we wear the same size."
She laughed a little. "Well, to be honest, I brought it just to you."
I turned my head and squinted my eyes. " Why?"
She gave me a devious smile then grinned from ear to ear.
" I had a feeling that you might be needing it."
" You knew I'd be going on a date with Maddy."
" I kind of felt like you would, the way you talked about him."
I just shook my head. I wasn't aware that my feelings were so apparent. I told Bell about Maddy, but I didn't know that it came across as me being so into him.
It was true though. I loved Maddy, I wasn't sure I'd ever felt this way about anyone. That fact was very sad to me. The fact that I didn't think that I'd even loved July's dad that much. Sometimes I felt like I had an excuse for the realization that we weren't as in love as I thought we were.
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July Raine
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