He has nobody... [DreamSMP FanFic]

* Chapter Fifty-Four *

I hissed at the pain and hovered my arm over the wound, he noticed and looked at my bleeding face. "You'll live" He said blandly while tapping my cheek twice 

"THATS IT!?" I growled as he sat next to me "NO WONDER ANT DOESN'T LIKE YOU!" 

He laughed and looked me in the eyes, "Okay Tommy! Remind me who actually likes you again?" 

I grumbled under my breath and wiped the hair our of my eyes, "Wilbur... Jschlatt... Sam... Quackity..." I was proud of myself and smiled, "Want me to name anymore?" 

"Tommy if that was true why have they left you out here all night with alcohol in the rain?" He raised an eyebrow at me and looked down at the pockets in my jeans, "And whats this? Cigarettes!" He exclaimed smiling slyly 

"Wh- Where did you-" I snatched them off of him and fumbled with them for a good minute or so

"Like i said Tommy, Nobody's here for you", He laughed, "You could say you have nobody!" 

I shook my head at him... "I-I do have somebody!" I argued 

"Okay Tommy", He said sarcastically, "I guess i will leave then, Surely someone will come for you soon, right?" He stood up and giggled 

"Y-Yeah", I shivered from both the cold and the feeling of being alone

"Well I'll see you later!" He smiled and waved, "Also your black veins... Its trauma Tommy" He said while walking off 

I froze as he said the last part... How did he know what it was? "Wait Red!" I turned and reached my hand out to grab him but he was gone... "What the fuck", I mumbled to myself

I sat for a while with the cigarette packet in my hand, just staring at it... What did i do last night? After a couple of minutes i heard footsteps behind me again, assuming i was Red, i almost instantly snapped out of my thoughts. I turned to look at him and was surprised when i saw them standing there... 

Wilbur, Quackity, Schlatt, Sam, Puffy, Deo, Rags... They were all there
They didn't even look happy to see me, it didn't take long for me to realise why...

I left last night without warning, and now they have found me soaking wet, blood covering my face and leg, a pack of cigarettes in my hand and an empty alcohol bottle on the floor, next to a half empty one
I mentally swore at myself before anything kicked off 

"What the fuck Tommy!?" Wilbur was the first to speak, He had his yellow rain coat on so his skin didn't burn... I turned the other way avoiding eye contact at all costs but he grabbed the back of my shirt and dragged me over the bench 

"GET THE FUCK OFF ME DICKHEAD!" I screamed pushing him with all my force, however he didn't budge 

"What is wrong with you!?" He asked giving me a disgusted and worried look

"NOTHING!" I squirmed again, trying to get out of his grasp, but it was pointless 

He grabbed my chin and lifted it up so he could see the wound on my face, "Do you think this is funny?" He asked, letting go of me 

"AM I LAUGHING!?" I spat 

"Tommy... How many times do i have to tell you not to do things like this?" He stopped his anger and his face was instantly covered in tears "What am i supposed to do!? I've ran out of ideas, PLEASE JUST TELL ME WHAT WILL MAKE YOU FINALLY STOP BEING A FUCKING IDIOT!" He screamed at me 

"Why don't you just mind your own business?" I replied, Showing no sympathy even though deep inside me all i wanted to do was hug him tightly and never let go 

"Tommy that's no way to speak to your own brother!" Sam walked forwards, leaving Puffy and Deo behind, with a worried look on their face 

"Ok." I replied 

"Tommy we just want to help you..." Quackity explained, "You need to speak to us buddy, You can't keep running away from your problems" 

"TALK TO YOU?" I laughed while letting tears fall down my face, I pushed away from Wilbur once more and finally got out of his grip, "EVERYTIME I TALK TO YOU, YOU NEER FUCKING BELIEVE ME! I AM NOT SMOKING! I AM NOT ON DRUGS! I AM NOT AN ALCOHOLIC AND IM NOT FUCKING FINE! WHY CAN'T I JUST BE HAPPY? OH YEAH, BECAUSE EVERYONE WANTS ME FUKING DEAD! YOU DON'T GET IT! NON OF YOU DO! I'M NOT HAPPY! I'M NOT EVEN A CHILD ANYMORE!" I paused before carrying on "hah... Was I ever a chid in the first place? WHY CAN'T I JUST GET A FUCKING BREAK GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!" I screamed and fell to my knees, I let out a pathetic whimper as i landed on my leg

"Tommy I-" Wilbur scrambled closer to me to take a look at my leg  

"GO HOME WILBUR!" I demanded, I knew he wouldn't but it was worth a try. I felt him tend to my wound the best he could while i sat there helpless, crying in pain 

I started choking on my own tears, not being able to catch my breath... Soon after i felt something warm run under me and curl up into a small ball while licking my face... "Rags..." I smiled and opened my eyes 

"It will be over soon buddy..." I tightly hugged him and cried into the fluff of his neck as Wilbur finished fixing up my leg 

"I'm sorry..." I muttered to everyone, "But you have to believe me when i tell you they don't belong to me... I don't know where they came from or why these were in my pocket, I can't remember anything from last night but i know i didn't do this!" My voiced cracked a few times while speaking 

Wilbur sighed and hugged me without warning, "I believe you Tommy..."