Alyssa sighed as she sat in the flat as she sat feeding poppy. Alyssa knew that things were messy and that they were hard but she knew how she and cal were trying to get along for their daughters sake.
Alyssa knew that cal was trying to be there and how he was trying to be there to help her and she knew he had been a big help especially with Ella. Alyssa knew how she had to focus on poppy more and she hated it.
She hated how she couldn't be a mum who was there for both of her children but she didn't realise just how hard it was to adjust to both of her kids. Alyssa burped poppy and placed her in her mosses basket and yawned as she rested her head back on the sofa as poppy dropped off to sleep. She felt her eyes drop as the door opened as cal and Ella walked in
"mummy" Ella said as she climbed onto the sofa. Alyssa looked to her and smiled
"where have you been"
"park with daddy" she said as alyssa smiled.
She knew just how much Ella had grown up and it was scary knowing that was only a baby five minutes ago but she knew how much she loved her Babies and she did want to make whatever was going on work
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Alyssa smiled as she answered the door and saw bailee and smiled as she walked inside
"how's my little cutie" bailee asked as she picked poppy up and smiled as she held her close as she lay cuddled up. Alyssa looked to them and smiled
"so how is it going with cal" bailee asked as Alyssa looked to her and smiled
"it's good I mean we are only living together for our girls and I know it's a bit messy but all we are thinking of right now is getting through the next feed. Getting through the day and hope ella doesn't hit her terrible twos and day now" alyssa said as bailee smiled as she placed a hand on her bump
"have you and Iain sorted things out" alyssa asked as bailee looked to her and smiled
"it's hard. I mean I am having his baby and it seems impossible but I do want to make it work. I know what we did and I know that we hurt you but I love him and I do want To Make it work. I want it to be okay" bailee said as alyssa looked to her and smiled
"it will be okay" alyssa said as bailee smiled.
"I hope so" bailee said as Alyssa smiled
"it will be trust me"
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Alyssa walked out of the bathroom and looked to see cal and looked to him and smiled
"I thought that we could talk over everything about us. I mean I know we don't have a simple relationship but I really want to talk" she said as cal looked to her and smiled as he took a hold of her hand and smiled
"I think it's time we did talk" he said as she looked to him and smiled feeling scared and not knowing what to say
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My baby daddy (Casualty)
FanfictionAlyssa Drake was the girlfriend of cal knight. Alyssa found out that she was pregnant with cals baby and found him in bed with another woman when she went to tell him. Alyssa walked away from cal and left with his baby. A year later and Alyssa retu...
