𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 , 𝗍𝖾𝖼𝗁𝗇𝗈𝖻𝗅𝖺𝖽𝖾

11

Holy shit I was so nervous for today. It was 11:54pm and I was sitting down in the spot where we had met. Techno and I hadn't visited the dandelion field since we met, which was two years ago. I really hope he remembers this spot, shit even where the dandelion field is!

Okay y/n, he's your best friend! Everything's gonna go great! He loves the videos you put out, he's gonna be so excited that it's his best friend

Techno: y/n?
Y/n: oh h-hi! You remembered
Techno: obviously, this is where we met. How could I forget the best day of my life
Y/n: *laugh* yeah

Techno sat next to me and I took a few deep breaths in before getting the courage to tell him

Y/n: tech..I-I've got to tell you something
Techno: okay..what's up?
Y/n: so you know roses? The channel that sings all the songs...that you seem to really like?
Techno: oh yeah! They came out with an original song yesterday! You have to listen to it, it's so g-
Y/n: technoimroses
Techno: what?
Y/n: that's me, I'm roses
techno: no way
Y/n: yeah..it is me
Techno: are you telling this to me because you're jealous of Mel?
Y/n: what! No? I'm being serious techno
Techno: it's really convenient that you tell me this, when the two of us get closer
Y/n: t-tech-
Techno: I can't believe you would lie to me! You know how much I hate liars y/n
Y/n: b-but I'm not lying
Techno: I can't believe you

Techno shook his head and stood up before walking away. Did I just lose techno? I hugged my knees tightly and felt tears start to flow down my cheeks at an uncontrollable pace. Why would he think I'm telling him this because I'm jealous of Mel? I should've told him sooner, maybe then he would've believed me

I soon got up and started walking to wards my car. My tears were still falling but I didn't care about them. I drove home, still crying but tried to not let my vision get too blurry because I didn't want to get into a car crash. When I got to my house, I ran into my house. Kicking my shoes off and running towards my room. I slammed the door shut and slid down the door crying

Why was I crying so much? Why am I being so sensitive? I hated how much it hurts me that I could've just lost techno. I guess I'll just give him his space, hopefully he talks to me soon. Stop crying y/n, just stop it. I wiped away my tears and took a good two minutes to calm myself down. Once I was somewhat stable, I got up from the ground and took a long, warm shower. When it finished, I changed into much more comfortable clothing and decided to watch some Netflix to take my mind off things

I started watching (movie/tv show of choice) and I paid attention for the first few minutes, but then I zoned out and started thinking about how badly things went with techno

God I had really fucked things up haven't I? Why am I so stupid! Okay y'know what it's fine! There's things I can do to stop me thinking about this. Let's just clean up the house! We still have a ton of rooms to clean up. I know I just cleaned up a few weeks ago when I met Mel for the first time, but there's my more to do

Alright, lets have a nap? It's only 3:42pm

News flash! I couldn't go to sleep. Well guess I'm staying up. How can I get techno to believe me? Never mind, he's too stubborn to believe me. I'll just give him some space. Time will tell what he is gonna think

I stayed up the rest of the day, not having slept in a few days, binge watching stranger things, I had nothing better to do. Here we go, I'm just gonna stay in bed with my laptop. I have blankets, myself, my laptop and my laptop charger. I can just stay here. Let's start watching stranger things

Okay first season done, what's the time? 11pm, okay well that went quicker than I thought! Not feeling tired, I can continue this

While continuing onto the second season, I was only on the fifth episode into the season and it was already 4am, I should really sleep...but I'm not tired? No if you're not tired, just stay up! Back to stranger things

I pressed play and continued watching in complete silence. My phone then buzzed and I turned it around to see a message from Niki. It was just a good morning text. Alright, sent one back. Just act normal, you don't want people to realise something happened

I had also gotten closer to some of the people on the smp. This included Niki, tommy, Tubbo, dream, puffy, eret and Ranboo. They were all super close friends of mine, but none of them were as close as techno...

I was pulled back into reality from the sound of someone calling me on discord...dream? I cleared my throat and made sure I sounded normal

Y/n: h-hello?
Dream:hi! How are you?
Y/n: I'm doing good, how are you?
Dream: good! Uh question
Y/n: mhm?
Dream: you've been online all night, have you slept?
Y/n: yeah of course I've slept
Dream: you sure?
Y/n: mhm
Dream: so why are you awake at 4am?
Y/n: umm because you woke me up
Dream: did I really?
Y/n: why are you up at 7?
Dream: because this is the time I get up
Y/n: well that's stupid
Dream: also have you talked to techno lately?
Y/n: n-no sorry, I've been super busy
Dream: oh okay! Go to sleep y/n, I'll talk to you later
Y/n: okay dream, bye
Dream: bye!

I ended the call with dream and decided that I should just try to sleep. I closed my laptop and placed it off to the side before getting more comfortable in my bed and closing my eyes

Surprisingly after around ten minutes, I fell asleep. After five days of no sleep, this felt nice

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