Cafè bell ~Karlnap~

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(TW mention of abuse and suicidal thoughts, if you are uncomfortable with it skip the part between the '~~' if you do skip the part, but still want to know what happened just ask!<3)

~Nick's POV~ 

It now has been many hours after everything that has happened, Karl and I were still cuddled together, of course

At some point I had gotten us both water and some food, we also had falling asleep for a good while 

It was still dark outside saying it was in fact like 5 in the morning, I had now been awake for probably 20 minutes

Karl was basically laying on top of me which made it a bit hard to breath, but I mean I'm not complaining 

Karl suddenly jumps with very uneasy breath, he looks up at me with a scared look in his eyes 

"Hey, shhh it's ok" I say as I open my arms to be held there once more 

"It was just a dream..?" His voice was harsh and dry, his eyes started to water as he plunged into my arms wrapping his arms around my stomach and mine around his shoulders 

"It was just a dream, shh it's ok everything's ok" I say in a low whisper,  I start to hear him cry harder 

I don't want him to cry...

We stayed silent for a few minutes before I heard Karl say something 

"I want to tell you about my past.."he mumbled, which meant it was quite hard to hear him 

"What was that darlin'?" I ask 

He lifts his face out of my stomach and sits on my legs, I sit up straight and wrap my hands loosely on his bottom 

I move my hand up to his face and wipe his tears, then I lean in and kiss the tip of his nose 

He giggle a bit 

"I- I want to tell you...about my past" he said starting with his head down and ended with his face looking straight at mine 

"I'm open to whatever you fee comfortable to tell me, I don't want to push you in any way love" I said and meant with every bone in my body 

He nods his head and takes a few breaths 

"Well umm" he cleared his throat "you know how I'm very insecure about my body right?" He asks 

I see him start to get a bit uncomfortable, so I open my arms and he laid his head on my shoulder and I played with the hair on the back of his neck 

I hum in response to his past question

"Ok, well when I was in high school...I had fallen in love" he says with a slight voice crack, I don't like that sound it hurts to listen to 

"I-I felled in love with this guy,  who I strongly believed was 'the one' bu- but I was wrong" he let out a sob 

"Hey, you don't have to tell me...I'll love you no matter what" I add as I kiss his forehead 

"Hand me my p-phone please" he said softly 

I reach over to the nightstand and grab his phone and hand it to him 

He unlocks it while sniffing a few times,  then I heard him calling someone 

I look at him with a questioning look on my face 

"Hello?" I hear a soft girly voice 

"He-hey Niki" Karl says to the phone, it was the girl from the cafè