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~Nick's POV~

I leaned over and grab Karl's chin and kissed him 

'I'm kissing Karl..'

It was just a peck, but it meant the world to me

I slowly pull away and open my eyes to a very shocked Karl

He shouts up and starts to run into a room

"Karl! Wait-" I say as I follow after him

I had caught up with him and his wrist, I could feel he jumped 

'Why would he jump...' 

I can hear his breathing, it was heavy from him running a second ago

"Karl...I- I'm sorry" I say softly 

"Are you okay?" I added 

Karl, who has his head lowered starts shaking it slowly then gets faster 

"Kar-" I was Interrupted by him getting out of my grasp, I may have forgot about that

I decided to not follow him, I figured he would need to think or something 

~Karl's POV~

I ran into the first door I saw, which just so happens to be his guest bedroom and slammed it, I didn't mean to slam it but that wasn't the thing I was worried about right now

My brain is filled with so many thoughts and questions, as I slide down the door I just entered 

'Why didn't I kiss back?'

'Why did he kiss me in the first place?!'

'Why did I run away...'

'Do I like him?'

'Why would be like someone like me'

'I'm not good enough for him, he deserves better then me...'

I was completely spaced out before he kissed me, I have no clue if he was dared to kiss me or he just...kissed me

But I liked it

I suddenly feel water on my knees, which are snuggled into my chest

'I'm crying' 

'I'm so pathetic'

"I'm so confused" I softly say with a crack in my voice as out loud as I burst into a sob

Then everything goes black...




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He fell asleep guys, chilll 

Hi! So sorry this is super short, And late...I literally feel asleep last night writing 😅

So this is kind of like a filler chapter but it has to do with the song as well so umm yeah!

It also has a about of their thoughts so that's why it's shorter....

Also thank you for 1 on sapkarl! I know it's not a huge deal but it means a lot to me🥺

Thoughts on this chapter???

Word count:389

I will be posting later so keep your eyes open :D

Hope you have a fantastic day/night!<3

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