This chapter contains symbols, self homophobia, anxiety, self insults, and cliffhangers. You have been warned.
Kings POV
I stared at the ceiling.
"Goodnight King."
"Night...sweet dreams."
"..."
I could hear Dev rolling over in his bed. I stayed still.
"It's not natural."
...i'm not natural..
"Boys shouldn't be with boys, and girls shouldn't be with girls."
...my feelings are a mistake..
"I HATE YOU!!"
...i can't do this anymore...
I've tried to keep my distance, keep my sanity, but I don't think I can keep this up much longer.. I'm going to snap if I don't tell him soon..but of course I can't do that. He hates me.
He's been dragging me along and getting hurt from it. I'm sick of getting this feeling in my chest..
....it like nobody has, or will ever care about weather I'm alive or not....
...like i'm trapped with no escape...
...I could always run away..
...that...
That would actually solve all of my problems. I wouldn't have to worry about accidentally confessing, Dev wouldn't get hurt, and we can both move on. He'll...he'll be better off if I was gone..
I'm going to set my alarm clock for 6:40. Then I can pack up some of my stuff and leave.
I picked up my alarm clock. Normally it goes off at 8:00, so I just have to fix it to go back an hour...and twenty minutes. I turned it down so it wouldn't wake up Dev-..Devil.
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FanfictionA small dice headed child named Kingsley got pushed onto the ground. His brother started to kick him over and over again.
