Happiness [GakuenBabysitters]

Chapter 21 Reconcile

Hayato's POV

"Fuck! Why the hell did i do that?!"
"I din't even give him room to explain himself, im such a dumbass"

I sat there frustrated with myself, and scared that i've made things bad With Ryuu.

30 minutes in and i started to calm down, short after decided to get whatever Ryuu had thrown at me earlier.

It was.. A jacket? Was this my jacket? Its the same model, everything was the same.
I ruffled with the paper bag once again and found a note.

My eyes were fixed on the note and i have never felt more like a jackass in my life.

"Happy Birthday Hayato, im sorry that i could only give you this jacket. I couldn't really think of anything to give you since you never ask for anything, Thankyou for being my rock, thankyou for being here with me, thankyou for being You, i never could ask for more when you're already with me here, thankyou for always making me feel like im over the moon.
-I Love You
-Ryuu"

I need to find him..

Ryuuichi's POV

"Im really sorry you had to see that Nakamuro-San, it was an eye full..."

"N-no its okay Kashima-San.. But i think you should quickly make up with Kamitani-San"

"B-but how?" I said, i already had 4 shots of beer now i must sound like those drunk street beggars.

"He's probably Given up on me now.."

Nakamuro Stays silent as i kept rambling about Hayato, i was blabbing and blabbing and i realized that i can't let Hayato give up on me. I needed him so much.

"I-i can't let him give up on me, what would i be without him? I can't seem to see anything without him.. But but H-how.. he hates me now.." I Said with tears threatening to come out.

"Well you never know if you dont try.."
Nakamuro Tries to calm me once again.

"That's enough" a stern voice called from behind me.
I look back through my tears to see Hayato, Standing tall as always.
He walks to us and grabs my shoulder.

"Thankyou Nakamuro-San i'll take him from here"

Nakamuro only gave us a smile and wave before we drove back to the apartment. The drive went by in silent no words were exchanged.

Later at the apartment Hayato sat me down on the couch, we sat at opposite ends thinking of what we should say to each other.

"Im sorry" he said
I said nothing and just sniffle, with tears in my eyes i just looked away.

"Im sorry Ryuu, i never meant to say what i said. I was just...not in the right state of mind"
"I was so worried that you weren't there, and i was too fast to point fingers at you"

I just nodded, not daring to look at him in the eyes.
"Can you forgive me? And look at me"

I din't answer, to be honest i don't think i can look at him in the eyes right now, im still very upset with what he said.

"Even though i said that, i can never really do it. I can't unlove My.. my"

He moved Closer and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I can't unlove My Ryuu"

He hugs me tighter,my back touching his chest.. it was warm...

"I was.. Just scared that you don't love me anymore and moved on just like that. But when i overheard what you said at the bar.. I was just so happy that you don't want me to give up on you. Im happy what i thought was wrong, im happy that im here with you and im happy your still here with me, so please Ryuu don't unlove me, im nothing without you.."

I nodded again hoping that he would understand that i never can unlove him. I can never unlove Hayato Kamitani, the one that saved me.

"Here.. drink this, its warm water"
He said offering a cup.

I drank the cup slowly savoring every molecule of water as it was a sign of care and affection from Him.

Even though we were silent for minutes i was still sniffling from what i just experienced, but now these sniffles have hints of happiness in them.

"Stop Crying now would ya? You mess!" He shouted playfully and i couldn't help but crack in small laughter now.

"Hey, your dating this mess!" i said now facing him making eye contact, staring down that green eyes, those eyes resemble a Void.

A void that completed me.

"Your damn right!, and im proud that this mess wants to date me, im proud that im dating this beautiful mess" he said as we continue to stare into each other smiling now too..

"Cheesy" i said under my breath now teasing him.

He gave me a small pout and i couldn't help but pull him into a deep kiss.
A kiss that said a thousand words but was cut short into three

I forgive you.

As we kissed i rested my arms around his neck and pulled him even closer to me, he suddenly got comfy and leaned to the couch and i was on top of him our lips never separated.

We broke the short connection and Hugged my arms around him and his on my back, silently telling that we love eachother, as i rested my head on his chest, he whispered to my ear.
"I love You and i cant unlove you Ryuu remember that, alright?"

I nodded to him and smiled at him after so we prepared for bed since it was getting late.
I slept peacefully... I thought.

Hayato's Pov

It was 2 AM
I woke up to my Ryuu moving around, now he was facing me, his eyes teary.
"Ryuu? Whats wrong?" i tried to wake him up

"Don't go Hayato.. Dont leave me alone, don't ignore me.." He said as tears started to well in his eyes slowly threatening to damp the pillow that we share.

This is all my fault.

"Im sorry If i hurt you.." I said to the sleeping boy.

"I guess we both wounded each other, im sorry if the wound that i left you hurts more.."

I could do nothing but only pull him closer to me, our foreheads touching, tears streaming down his face and making the pillow wet, i wiped the tears of his face and promised to myself that i would never again be the cause of his tears.

"Sleep peacefully Loved one, Thats my birthday wish"

never again will i make you cry, your smile is the only thing i want to see.

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