Brad POV
"Do you not want to get married?" I asked her. She didn't say anything, she just looked at me. I looked at her then turned around. "I guess not?" I said not facing her. She still didn't say anything. I put my hands at the back of my head and closed my eyes. I walked away and slammed the door behind me. I walked downstairs mad and upset as ever. I walked to the fridge and pulled out a beer and started drinking it. I walked towards the door when Miranda called my name from the living room. "Where are you going?" She asked. I turned around and looked at her. "I don't know" I said then took another sip and opened the door and slammed it shut behind myself.
Carrie POV
"Mom" Huck yelled as they both ran into our bedroom. I had tears all over the place. "Where's dad, why'd he leave" Huck asked as they both started jumping on our bed. "He probably just went out to go and get something" I lied, and tried to fake a smile. I was hurt. I was hurting and dieing inside. It was like this universe hated me or something. I love Brad more then words could describe but, Mike will still hurt me either way, if I stay with him or if I marry Brad. I want to marry Brad, more then anything. I wanted to walk down that aisle while looking straight into Brads eyes the whole entire time. I wanted Brad to be the father of my children. I just want him. But I would get hurt. "When will he be back?" Jasper asked. "I don't know" I said staring at the ground. "Brad" I whispered to myself. "Baby why don't you and Huck go downstairs with Uncle Blake and please tell Aunt Ran that mommy needs her to come upstairs" I told Jasper as I kissed his forehead and again, faked a smile. They both got off the bed and ran downstairs.
A few minutes later, Ran came upstairs. Se stood in the doorway and looked at me. She knew something was wrong. She walked over to me and I fell into her arms. I was bawling my eyes out. "Brad" I said trying to fight back all of the tears. She rubbed my back, trying to get me to calm down but it didn't work. "Care, you gotta tell me what happened" she said. I pulled away. "We were going to get married" I told her. "And that's what you wanted to tell all of us at dinner" she said, finishing what I was trying to say but couldn't. "So your not going to anymore" she asked as she got up. "I don't know" I said still trying to fight back the tears but couldn't. She walked to the dresser and grabbed the box of tissues then handed them to me. "Thanks" I quietly muffled. "Ran I love him, I love him more then anything and I want to marry him but Mike, Mike will still hurt me and he will he me even more if I do marry Brad" I told her. She came to sit down on the bed. "Care, Brads not gonna let him hurt you anymore" she told me. "Just remember that" she said as she got up and walked out of the room. I didn't know what to do. Brad left. I can't find him.
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