✧ Bakugo and relationships ✧

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"So?" Deku waited for an answer. Bakugo hesitated in telling him but he decided on not telling him
"None of your business Deku." Bakugo replied
"What do you mean none of my business? I'm your friend, right? I really missed you kacchan." Deku told him sympathetically. Bakugo didn't know what to say to this, he stayed quiet.
"I don't know." Bakugo said quietly
Deku's brow rose in confusion "what do you not know, kacchan?"
"Anything. I don't know anything, I always feel so lost and stupid" Bakugo replied to him, sitting on a chair beside deku.
"Wanna talk about it maybe? I don't wanna pressure you, just to get it all out." The green headed student put a hand on Bakugo's back. Bakugo looked at him, he's never really talked to anyone about his problems, he keeps them all to himself and talking to anyone felt weak. He wasn't weak. But Aizawa's words rang through his head
'Getting help isn't weak. It makes you stronger if anything.'
He was so stubborn and selfish, always got attention for doing the wrong things. He wanted this attention, love if you will. The love his parents never fully gave him, now don't get him wrong he loved his parents more than anything and he was sure they loved him, he hoped they did.
"sure, I guess."
Deku's eyes lit up after hearing bakugo's answer. It meant a lot to him that he was going to open up to him.
"How about we start with the anxiety? When did those start?" Deku asked quietly.
"Uh- after the sludge monster attack I'm pretty sure"
"From that long kacchan? Who knows?"
"n-nobody.. you guys are the first people to know about my panic attacks.."
"So you haven't told anybody? Were you at least planning to?"
"No.. I kept it all to myself."
Deku looked over to his friend and noticed his features; his eyes and nose were starting to become red, he started sniffing and his eyes were turning glossy
"You look like you wanna cry kacchan. It's okay to cry, let it all out."
Bakugo looked at him and started sobbing. He broke down, his tears couldn't stop falling. A few minutes pass by with bakugou and Deku hugging each other, Deku comforting him and bakugou ranting all his problems to Deku.
From how stressed he feels to how much he still feels at fault for all might's retirement.
"I-I don't fucking know Deku, it just hurts so much, it just- ur just randomly comes to mind in the middle of fucking class and I need to leave to the recovery girl to get my pills, she's the only one that knows besides you guys now." Bakugo said in between his sobs
"I've never really 'opened up' to someone. It helped me, a lot." He continued
Deku looked at him and he smiled at him.
"Kacchan. You shouldn't keep these feelings bottled up, if you need someone to talk to just text me! I'm always here for you" the green head said
Bakugo hesitated. Both of their eyes practically glowing because of how dark the room was.
"Um- thank you. Deku." He muttered, deku's eyes widened at what he said, he hugged his friend and bakugo hugged back
"Anytime, kacchan. Let's go to bed now?" Deku stood up
"Sure."
Bakugo and Deku walked to their respective floors, a comfortable silence around them. Deku made it to his floor first, second floor and exited
"Night kacchan."
"Night Deku"
The elevator moved up two more floors, ending with a 'ding!'
Bakugo exited and walked over to his room. He looked around and his eyes laid on Uraraka's dorm. He looked away and the dorm opened
"Bakugo-kun? What're you doing up this late?" She asked
"Couldn't sleep. I drank a cup of milk and now I'm going to my dorm, sorry if I woke you up."
"Ah no you didn't really wake up me up! I couldn't sleep either so I was just tossing around in bed, good night bakugo-kun!"
"Night, cheeks."
Bakugo made his way to his dorm and unlocked the door handle, he walked in and looked around before walking to his bed.
He laid down on his bed and fell asleep
——
Bakugo changed and made his way to class. His eyes drifted to Deku, their eyes met
"Morning kacchan!"
Bakugo walked over to his desk
"Morning Deku" Bakugo sat down and waited for Aizawa to arrive.
——
It was lunch time. At this point the Bakusquad and the Dekusquad sit together at one big table.
Chattering, laughing and yelling always came from the table (yelling mostly from Bakugo's side)
"I think frogs are delicious." Bakugo said non-chalantly, Tsu's eyes widened at this
"That was extremely offensive Bakugo-chan" she held her hand out dramatically
The table exploded into laughs until Jiro excused herself. A few minutes later kaminari excused himself.
"How much money do you bet that they're secretly dating." Bakugo told the group
"I like this side of you bakubabe. 20 ¥" Mina said
"40 ¥" Bakugo declared
"Are you that confident Bakugo?" Todoroki asked
"Very much yes icy hot."
"It is rude to bet on people's love lives" iida moved his hands in a chopping motion
"Oh fuck off glasses you like that girl from the support course don't you?"
iida's hands stopped and his face reddened
"B-Bakugo-kun. I do not have any romantic feelings towards another student as I am focused on being a hero right now." iida ate his food
"Kacchan? You're an expert in relationships, I never knew that" Deku chuckled
"Well if I'm surrounded by you little shits, especially raccoon eyes I'm bound to learn" Bakugo glared at Mina who was laughing hysterically
"Iida liking hatsume is the a real twist though" kirishima said
"Chuki-san. You've been awfully quiet lately" Deku looked at Bakugo's twin.
Chuki looked over at Deku "
"Nono! It's nothing Deku-kun! I'm alright" they lied
"You're a really bad liar you know that?" Bakugo whispered in their ears "we're talking about what's going on in your brain later"
Chuki looked over at their brother and mouthed a "thank you" upon the arrival of Jiro and kaminari
"There are our favorite couple!" Sero said, both their faces turned redder than kirishima's hair.
"There it is. Our confirmation." Mina said
"Their faces are redder than Eijiro's hair." Bakugo and Mina said in unison.
"Okay okay fine! Shut up already." Jiro said, twirling her earphone jacks in her fingers.
"So? Where's our money." Mina said pointing to bakugo
"Just kidding calm down." Mina laughed
Uraraka let out a mental sigh of relief.
——
The rest of the day was rather uneventful. They finished school and went to their dorms.

Bakugo felt something running up his hair
"THE FUCK?-" he screamed
Koda came from behind him
"I-I'm so sorry Bakugo-San! Your hair reminded the bunny of his nest and he came running.." koda said quietly.
The bunny continued running down Bakugo's arm and perched in his neck.
"Eh. Keep him" Bakugo told him
"o-okay" koda said timidly and left bakugo's room. Bakugo continued studying for his upcoming math quiz the next day.

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