Different doesn't mean wrong

Chapter 7; I'm sorry...

Sitting in front of the teacher is just.. irritating. The teacher keeps staring... and I can hear her conversation with Jaebum.. so... they knew each other since childhood? That's.. really long.. I don't even have a childhood friend.. Why is life being like this. Everyone has someone with them but I'm alone.. as usual.. I miss my family :/

People always say " When life throws you lemons, make lemonade." Please tell me how to make lemonade when I'm in this situation whereby I feel like dying. Do I look like I have the energy to even drink water, moreover making lemonade?

Your POV

Jungkook looked weird today.. his body language showed that he didn't have energy.. did something happen... I'll ask him later. JAEBUM! Is being introduced to the class hehe I think the teacher likes him a lot.. she didn't make us clap for Ailee but Jaebum.. haha. She likes him a lot.. talking about Ailee.. why did she transfer school.. I thought she was Jungkook's girlfriend? Who leaves their boyfriend alone like that...

//Break time//

Me: Jungkook

JK: ....

Me: Jeon Jungkook

JK: ....

Me: YAH JEON JUNGKOOK WILL YOU ANSWER ME?!

I said as I slapped him on the back. (I'm in a wheelchair by the way so I can move around)

JK: AH APPA (It hurts!) WHAT DO YOU WANT?!

Me: I just wanted to ask if you were okay cuze you look really tired today.. did you not get any sleep or something? Or did something happen?

JK: Why do you care? Just leave me alone. Go to your Jaebum.

Me: I just wanted to ask if you're alright cuze you were there for me when I needed help... I mean I still do.. but I just wanted to know if you need help so I might be able to help you... I guess you don't need me then.. I'll leave first..

JK: Wait. I'll tell you when we reach somewhere quiet.

He said as he grabbed my wheelchair handle and pushed me to the rooftop.

Me: Okay.. so care to tell me what happened?

JK: I... b-broke up with Ailee.

Me: WHAT?!

JK: Yea... we broke up. She said that she didn't have feelings for me anymore...

He said as tears welled up in his eyes.

Me: I'm sorry... I didn't know you were going through such a tough time..

JK: It's alright. I'm gonna forget her. If she's meant to be mine, she will be. If she's not, then I'll wish her luck in her future.

Me: You're so positive.. if only I was like you...

JK: I take that as a compliment? :)

Me: You're smiling!!!!

JK: Why not? I rather live a day in happiness than sadness. Smile more, cry less. My style~ :3

Me: Are you serious.. could you please transfer some of your positive genes to me? I'm too negative.. if I were you I don't think I'll be able to face it so positively.. And by the way.. if you're putting up a tough front, I suggest you let it all out. Trust me, you'll feel a lot lighter after you cry and shout everything out. Don't keep it in you and don't dwell on it. Let it go.

*Starts singing let it go《let it go, let it go can't hold it back anymore》*

JK: And I thought you were trying to be serious..

Me: What?? I am serious right now alrights. Like really really serious. You have got to let it go okay. You'll be okay~~ your miss right will appear soon don't worry~

JK: No thanks I wanna be single for the moment I'm too tired for any relationships now. It's time for a break >~<

Me: True dattt~ HEY TIME'S UP WE BETTER GET GOING

I was about to start running when I realised....

Me: Oh right I'm on a wheelchair.. sorry Jungkook could you pleaseeeeeeeee help me?? *puppy eyes* pleaseeeeee

JK: Do I have a choice?

He gave me the IHaveNoChoiceButToDoThis look.. whaaaaat... it's not my fault I didn't want to get injured too... :/

Me: Hehe I don't think so!! LEGGGGGGO WOOHOO

I tried. To lighten the mood using leggo so we won't be awkward..but guess what it became more awkward cuze he walked nonchalantly.. alrighty then Jeon Jungkook such a "nice" kid.. I'm here all excited and energized to go fast and you just walked like you're going to the mart. But since you're pushing me back to class I'll let you off. :3 But hehe I made him smile even though he's sadddddd. I hope he'll get over this quickly...

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Dear readers~ please learn from this imaginary Jungkook haha~ Smile more and do not bottle up your anger, sadness or whatsoever feelings you have towards something or someone! Let them all out and you'll feel better. Everyone have different ways of "letting it out". To some people they exercise (which is definitely not me, I'm too lazy for that even though I'm a volleyballer #sorrynotsorry), some people sing or dance a lot (maybe this is me I like to sing), some go to the beach to scream their lungs out, some take it out on their punching bag or soft toys.. I don't know. Which ever way you find effective, try it. Do it until you feel better, and feel that the burden that you have been carrying are all gone before carrying on with life. Live everyday happily, not in tears, sadness or depression okay! ARMYs are a family so please don't think that no one's here for you. If in your real life like in school or work no one is there, remember that there's bound to be someone here for you on social network. Like me!!! I'm always there for my friends even though no one's really here for me. I actually feel that I'm closer to friends I meet online than friends in real life. So basically don't keep everything to yourself. Share with someone you trust maybe your parents or really close friends. LET IT GOOOO~

Anyways, are you guys sad or happy that Jungkook broke up? Him breaking up = higher chance of being in a relationship with you so of course you guys are happy right hehe~~

Please vote and comment!! Thank you for your support up till now! I'll work harder to make this a better fanfic! Heheeee~