Lose Everything(2/2)

Deep

H: Ignorant people can be happy but not free. We are free only if we have knowledge. There is no point in living without freedom ...

After that, they talked for hours. It was comforting for them to share the emotions they had accumulated over the years. They talked to each other as if they had been friends for years. they shared their deepest concerns that they didn't even dare to tell their close friends about it.

Maybe they were afraid that their friends would judge them. But strangers do not judge you, and this makes it easier for you to share your feelings. Maybe because of all this, they reveal everything. Hades, who previously did not share his feelings with people, now easily told her everything. Maybe he knew he was doing something wrong by telling everything to the enemy. But it doesn't matter, because these feelings need to be taken out rather than keeping it inside.

Hades: In the past, I lived to fight, to challenge, to develop. My only goal in life was to compete. But over time, I have come to realize that life does not always end there. All three of us suffer psychologically. Because we find nothing to do. This makes us even sadder. Especially, Mikush is the most depressed and sad among us. I understand why he is so. Although he jokes about everything, he is enormously dejected inside. But what can be done? That's the limit we can go. At least I decided to find peace of mind. In a small village, I plan to spend the last days of my life peacefully reading books, doing agriculture. I no longer need these killing games.

Percy: You don't trust Mikush at all, but you sympathize with him. I can't understand how you feel about Mikush?

Hades: What I say now may sound absurd. But I'm afraid of that clown. Underneath that smile lies something more dangerous, something more terrible. Each of us has a monster inside. But his monster is more terrible, more frightening. I am very worried about not knowing what he is thinking and the unpredictability of his actions. I'm worried when he's near me. I'm afraid he'll do something terrible if I turn my back for a second. But maybe all this is my imagination. Maybe he's not that dangerous. These are probably my overactive fantasies. So I decided to trust him. Maybe if the trust between us increases, the fear against him will disappear.

Percy: does he do such crazy things?

H: Well, I'll tell you a story... A long long time ago, when we were in our training school we were once instructed to kill a man. Our target was hiding in a huge forest with towering trees. He was a very dangerous former swat. We parted and raced in the woods to see who would find him first. For weeks we searched for him in the forest and fell into dangerous traps set by him. The man had set so many clever traps. How many times we have returned from the brink of death? Eventually, we found the man's house. When we entered, we saw Mikush sitting by the fireplace, reading a book and drinking wine. On the first day he came, he found a man and killed him, and then he made fun of us by setting traps in the forest...

After that, they both started laughing. Hades looked at her with a passion. He began to realize that he feels the same way that he felt for Hestia many years ago. Maybe that's the kind of peace of mind he's looking for. Just having someone he can trust.

It is as if Percy is feeling the same way too. She thinks that maybe the people around her didn't make a mistake by living together, maybe it isn't that bad.

They both looked passionately into each other's eyes.

Hades's gaze made her cheeks blush. In both, their bodies began to sweat and their hearts began pounding rapidly. Slowly, instinctively, they began to get close to each other. Hades couldn't take his eyes off her. It's a whole new feeling. He had never felt that way before. Maybe he's sick. His whole body is almost burning. Hades does not know what to do in the face of this feeling. It is as if they unite and becoming one.

Their heads slowly approach each other. Touching their lips together .....

Suddenly the door opened and Mikush entered the room cheerfully. They both parted immediately.

Mikush: Shit! I can sniff the smell of libido. Please tell me, what you "naughty puppies" were doing here? ..... If I leave you guys alone, we will face trouble after 9 months. (Then he turned to Percy). My dear Percy, I considered you a man's enemy. Why couldn't you stand the charm of our handsome Hades ?? I'm seeing an example of Stockholm syndrome here. Hahaha.

Percy blushed and looked away.

Hades: I don't know what you think. But nothing happened between us.

Mikush laughed: Okay... Okay, I believe you. You both blushed, nervous, and heated. If this continues, we will die here from the heat. But look how I thought of you. I bought enough ice cream for all of us here. Let's eat it and cool down for a while ...

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