Forbidden Pleasures(Completed)

Hidden Pleasures : taking the risk ver. 2.0

Chaeyoung

Minari went on top of me. She began kissing me and of course I kissed her back. Her kisses began to travel until she reached my neck. She's being dominant right now and I'm loving it

She began licking my neck sucking my soft spot which made me moan until she stopped. She literally stopped and that made me wonder

"Minari?"

I checked Minari. Her breathing turns calm and soft not the way it was earlier and I can also hear her tiny snores now which made me chuckled

She just fell asleep on top of me which was so cute. I just hugged Minari and let her sleep on top of me not minding my erected buddy below

"Sleep well,my Minari.."

Train of thoughts began filling my mind..

I don't know what's really happening to me. I thought I love Minari but when she asked me last night if I love her, I started to doubt myself and my feelings towards her

Since I was a kid, I always hate the thought of dating and being in a relationship. I'n not always a fan of happy endings and I don't know why. I just find it a bit cringey and too unrealistic

I also don't get the idea of spending and wasting your time over a single person. I don't get the idea of putting your partner above all things, prioritizing her when in the end you'll just both ended up being hurt

My mother once told me before that I don't really hate love or the idea of being loved, she told me I'm just afraid of being hurt that's why I'm always playing on the safe side

Well, I guess it's true..

That's the very reason I think I don't deserve Minari. I'm too coward. I'm too scared and afraid of the things that might happen soon between us. I don't wanna lose her

No,not her..

I put Minari down the bed gently and carefully before going downstairs to drink some water. I leaned on the kitchen sink and just stared at nowhere when my mom entered the room

"Oh chaeyoung,honey? Why are you still up? How's Mina?"

"She's fine mom. She's already sleeping"

She also get some water on the fridge and then stood next to me

"You looked bothered,honey..Do you wanna talk about it?"

I shrugged my shoulder and just sighed. I really need someone to talk to right now because these thoughts are making my head ache and I don't know what to do anymore

"Come on,let's go to the living room"

Mom sat on the couch and gesture me to lay on her lap which I quickly did. I always love this when mom let me lay on her lap and just caress my hair to calm me down

This gesture of her relaxes me and helps me to think properly. It's been ages since I experience this again and now I realize that I miss this

I also miss those times whem mom told me stories until I fell asleep thinking of the lessons amd her wose words after her stories

"Okay, I'll tell you a story about three little mouse this time. Would you like to hear it,honey?"

I excitedly smiled and prepare myself to listen to her story

"Once there was a two little mouse living in an old abandoned room with a little food and water to share with everyone. The two of them has been living inside that room all of their lives with the other mice..