Forbidden Pleasures(Completed)

Hidden Pleasures : Sick and hurt

Chaeyoung

"Hey,chaeng..are you okay?"

I don't know what to say or to react. Mina just said something but I can't seem to digest anything at the moment

"Hey,chaeng!"

"Oh,hey..I'm sorry..what's it again?"

"I said, I love Jeongyeon.."

I smile sweetly to hide the pain that I'm feeling and held her hands

"Oh, t-that's great. I mean she's courting you right? that means she loves you too"

"Hey, how did you know that? I'm just about to tell you today"

"Oh..actually I knew it all along and I thought,you two would make a great couple"

Okay..Go ahead,hurt yourself even more Son Chaeyoung

"Oh really?"

"Yeah,definitely"

"Thank you!"

She hugged me tight So I hugged her back controlling my emotions and tears so bad

"Hey chaeng,You told me you'll court me right?"

Yeah, and you also told me you love me. I love you too,Minari..But I guess I'm too late

I badly wanted to say that to her but I know it'll just make everything more fucked up and it sucks.

"Yes but I realized maybe we really are just meant to be bestfriends Minari. Maybe Jeongyeon's really the one for you"

"I thought so too,chaeng. That's why I finally gave her
a chance. She's an amazing person Chaeng and I'm so happy whenever I'm with her"

"See?I'm right.You two suits each others Minari. Imagine, The campus' crush and heartthrob dating the campus' genius and pretty ballerina? Perfect right?"

I tried my best to sound happy and awed but deep inside,I'm hurting. I'm dying..

"Thank you,chaeng..I can't wait for that moment to happen. I'm so lucky,chaeng.."

No Mina,she's lucky to have you. Jeongyeon is so lucky to have you

We spent the night together just talking about Yoo Jeongyeon and her. How Jeongyeon approached her out of nowhere one day and asked her out. How Jeongyeon asked her permission to properly court her. How Jeongyeon do sweet things to her and for her. How she and Jeongyeon became closer

Jeongyeon..
Jeongyeon..
Jeongyeon..

I'm faking everything as she talks about her all night. My smiles, my words and everything. I'm hurting even just hearing her say Jeongyeon's name with so much fondness and love but I can't do anything

She seems so happy and that's what matters. It's all that matters whether I end up hurting and breaking inside. I wouldn't mind as long as she's happy

Mina is already sleeping beside me but I'm still here, wide awake. The clock says three in the morning but I can't still get myself to sleep

"I think..I think I already love Jeongyeon''
"I think..I think I already love Jeongyeon"
"I think..I think I already love Jeongyeon"

Mina's words keeps playing on my mind as I watch her peacefully sleeping beside me

I can't blame Minari from falling in loce woth Jeongyeon because aside from the fact that Jeongyeon was far more deserving to be her girlfriend than me, I already hurt her before and now I'm paying the prize for hurting her when she didn't even deserve it