Happiness [GakuenBabysitters]

Chapter 8 Time

"Dont fucking say that!! Don't go Hayato Dont go! Please stay with me"  I din't know what i was doing i cried and cried eventually he pulled me closer to lay my head on his shoulder.
"Ryuu.. Take this i wanted to give this to you."
He says while holding a box, a red box
A ring box!

"Remember that i will always be with you forever... Even in my death you will always be the one i love and i wouldn't change you for anyone in this world"
He said while giving me a weak smile.

After that He closed his eyes while holding my hand our fingers intertwined together.

Everything was a blurry after that the last thing that i saw was his lifeless body and the ring.

I woke up..
I sat up and sobbed.
It was a dream but it was also a nightmare.
I don't want to lose Him.

Later at school. (first day of 12th grade)

'Mother Father this is the last year of my highschool please watch over me and Kotarou' i prayed to myself

As soon as i did i saw him. He looked Handsome as always
This is the last year of highschool and i wont let him slip away from me..

"Morning Kamitani"
"Morning Kashima"
We exchanged smiles and went to drop of Kotarou and Taka

Our brothers were or atleast Taka was shouting about the new academic year and that he was very excited for it
Kotarou just nodded with his usual
"Unn" for his response to Taka's excitement.

We went to drop of the kids but i stayed there for a little just because i had time
Before the first class. The new academic year ceremony was rescheduled due to Rain.

Kamitani had something he needed to attend to so he went to class after he dropped of Taka.

There was only Usaida, Midori, Kotarou, Taka and I then, the other teachers hadn't come yet

Kotarou and Taka decided to get busy and read a book together while me and usaida Took care of Midori.

"Soo.. Ryuu-Chan how's it going?"
"With what?"
"Your relationship with Hayato-kun"
I spat out my drink that i just took
"E-eh we aren't in one.."
"Oh so neither of you haven't confessed?"
"N-no he isn't into me or guys for that matter"
"Wow.. You really are thick in the head
He likes you Ryuu-chan he really does"
"N-no he doesn't"
"How he looks at you how he treats you he really does like you"
"U-usaida-san i need to go now class is about to start" i said while red tinted my cheeks
I ran out the daycare while giving Kotarou a wave.

Usaida's POV

If only he knew how Hayato looks at him. His strern and fierce looked softened at the sight of him.
The kid has been through alot, i hope that Hayato will do something soon.

Ryuuichi's POV

'He doesn't like me im sure of it but either way i will confess and take anything that he gives. I have to try even though it is impossible'

Class had started today mostly was freetime because it was the first day of the academic year.

I kept on thinking about this year. What if this is the last year that
that im gonna see him?

"Kashima?"
".."
"Kashima?"
"O-oh sorry kamitani i was lost in my thoughts hehe.."
"Hmm you sure do so often. Anything i can help with?"
"N-no i was just day dreaming about random stuff"
It wasn't random stuff it was you.
I can't think straight when you stare into my eyes
How can i be straight when you stare into me with those eyes.

Most of our session went into games because of free time, the senseis had something to attend to it was about the academic new year.

Time skip to months later

12th grade was passing fast we were studying non stop for our finals i usually study with Kamitani and we would tutor each other the subjects we were fond of, Kamitani being the smarter one at counting subjects such as Physics Chemistry and Mathematics would tutor me that and i being more fond of Memorizing would tutor Kamitani subjects such as Biology Civics or even
Suddenly a Question had popped up in my mind
"What university are you planning to take?"
"Monorimiya University"

My heart flutter, the same university?

"O-oh well i don't really know right now but i will decide soon enough"

'Im running out of time i need to tell him how i feel, my feelings that i have for him the one im holding down is soon to come out bursting like a broken DAM. I remembered something a festival a firework festival, my only chance There i will confess.

Hayato's POV

'He hasn't decide? My chest was in pain the thought of not seeing him in my college years was terrifying, i was scared to not see him to not have him i need him i really do.
Suddenly i remembered something, a festival a firework festival i will confess then and there.

"Oi Kashima there is a festival there with a firework show Taka told me about it.
You wanna go together?

"O-oh what a coincidence i was about to ask you to come with me-i mean us Kotarou and Me"

I'd love to
See you then

Sorry this was rushed i needed to get to the confession part