"I'm sorry..."
"I can't be with you, we're just friends..."
"How will I tell him..."
"You're an omega?..."
"W-What are you doing to me?! STOP!..."
"You can't be my mate..."
"It hurts..."
"I've fallen in love with someone else..."
"I'm not gay..."
"W...
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trigger warning: mentions of depression, anxiety, traumas. don't read if uncomfortable or sensitive to these topics.
4:00am That Morning | Nobody's Point Of View
YangYang woke up sweating from another nightmare. He checked the clock next to him, 4:00am he thought, not bad. YangYang got up from his bed and head into the bathroom, grabbing all his different types of pills from the cabinet on the way, not locking the door of the bathroom either. He was supposed to be in heat today so it was a good thing Kun was still asleep.
YangYang grew up in a household which treated him very wrong. He has had traumas ever since he was younger but thought they were normal so he always ignored his emotions and tried to focus about the good things in life. You could call him a positive kid.
Well... Until he figured all of it out when he reached the age of 13. His world came tumbling down that year. His parents already abused him enough but they kicked him out of the house. Because he wasn't able to buy enough food for himself, his body was very slim, which made alphas want to touch him although he's under age.
Omega girls would think that was a good thing, getting attention from many alphas but it wasn't. For YangYang he felt uncomfortable. During the 3 years he lived by himself he learnt rapping and dancing so he could maybe find a courier which doesn't need much brain. YangYang also developed several traumas and things like depression and anxiety.
He wasn't able to pay for pills (except he was just able to buy cheap omega suppressants) but after he joined NCT he was able to afford those. Without NCT he would probably be dead by now. He also developed a trauma of pills when he nearly died once while having one. YangYang knew it was his only choice though so he just did it anyways.
This morning YangYang was taking his pills and everything was going fine until the last pill. The heat pill. It was a little larger than the rest but he popped it in his mouth, along with some water. His head was filled with trauma that he couldn't control after trying to swallow it.
He started choking on the pill as it was halfway down his throat. The sounds woke up Kun who looked shocked with wide eyes, "Mate! Mate!" their inner wolves both called. Kun rushed to YangYang putting his hands around his belly and pushing so the pill would come out.
YangYang couldn't breathe anymore and was starting to lose conscience. After a few attempts the pill flew out of YangYang's mouth, the younger trying to catch his breath, "I-I'm so sorry... Alpha..." YangYang started before his eyes turned gold in lust at the last part as Kun sighed.
The alpha headed out of the bathroom before returning with omega suppressants but in a liquified form like medicine, feeding a spoon into YangYang's mouth as his gold eyes started turning back to brown.
"I-I'm actually sorry,"
"Why are you sorry baby?" Kun asked as the younger blushed at the nickname.
"I-I disturbed you and caused you trouble," YangYang said, putting his baby head down.
"Don't say sorry. It's okay." Kun replied, kissing his omega on the lips.
The kiss was soft and passionate. The younger moaned into the kiss before they pulled away after what felt like forever and YangYang was covered in blush, "I love you baby," Kun said.
"I love chu too," YangYang said like a little baby.
The younger yawned and was leaving to go back to sleep but Kun caught something in the corner of his eye and held YangYang's wrist, preventing him from walking into their shared bedroom, "Baby... What it this?..." Kun asked, pointing to all the pills of what he recognised were depression and anxiety pills along with the other ones. Kun wasn't dumb. He had a medical degree.
"U-Uhm nothing," YangYang stuttered as he swiped the pills from the counter into his arms.
"Baby you don't trust me?" Kun said with a hurt expression which was only acting. Oh right. He also has a degree in acting.
"Mmm sorry Kun. I-I. T-They're-"
"Shhh baby. Don't worry I know what they are. I have a medical degree and don't worry I was only just acting. I'm always here to talk okay?"
"Mmmm okay," YangYang hummed, leaving the pills on the counter and pulling Kun to the bedroom to cuddle, despite it being before 5am.
... | Nobody's Point Of View
Jungwoo was now 7 months and 2 week pregnant and was still not able to mater up the courage to tell Lucas. The elder's belly was now very big and very noticeable Jungwoo tried avoiding Lucas but it didn't really work today...
... | Jungwoo's Point Of View
It was morning and Lucas was calling me for breakfast, I pretended to hide under the blankets but Lucas jumped on top of me. I winced in pain a bit as the baby's kick was strong. 'They must like the father...' I thought as I rubbed my belly a bit and Lucas took the blanket off of me.
"You okay princess?" Lucas asked me.
"Yeah... Why are you asking?" I responded back.
"Recently you've been quieter and started to grow distant from me. You've also started to gain weight even though you haven't eaten much at all and I know how much you hate that but you still look beautiful and always will in my eyes," Lucas said as I could feel myself flushing a bit, "You know you can tell me anything," he started again.
"Y-Yeah... Thanks, I'm really okay," I giggled and forced a little smile.
... | Lucas's Point Of View
Recently Jungwoo has become different. I still love him for who he is of course. I just feel like he's hiding something from him. As we ended the conversation I could tell Jungwoo was forcing a smile. I knew him too well but didn't say anything because I thought maybe he just needed some space.
Jungwoo and I walked down to have breakfast where all the other members were already eating. Feeling curious I asked, "Where is Mark, Donghyuck and Taeyong hyung?"
"Mark left in a bad mood and Donghyuck is with Taeyong," Jaehyun said while placing food in front of me.
"Oh," I replied, feeling a bit worried about them.
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