summer doesn't always suck

chapter 4

Tw: blood, slight panic attack

-George POV-

clay turned to me and without missing a beat, grabbed my shirt and kissed me

he actually did it

everyone was visibly shocked, I guess I wasn't the only one who though he wasn't gonna do it.

"holy shit man I didn't think you'd do it" nick said, mouth a gape.

"hey I gotta give the twink some hope for future men" he paused to laugh slightly, "like he will get anyone"

welp, saw that coming.

"hey guys it's legit almost 2 am my mom is gonna be pissed" Niki said.

"yeah mine too, I'm coming with" minx added.

"hey you too should get going so your mom doesn't worry" wilbur said to Tommy and tubbo, standing up and dusting himself off.

that left me with nick, karl, alex, and clay.

Suddenly we heard footsteps.

"GEORGE! we've been looking for you forever!" ant yelled, panting, callahan nodded.

"what's with that one" nick said, pointing at callahan.

"Oh callahan? He doesn't talk much" ant answered.

"Well he should talk for me then" clay added, standing up.

I felt myself get tense, nobody messes with callahan on my watch.

Clay taunted him for a while, I started to get angry.

then he pushed him.

I stood up, "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING"

by this time, alex, karl, and nick had left.

clay cocked his head around and turned to me, "whatcha gonna do about it pretty boy?" he smirked.

"I-"

I didn't have a chance to speak before I was kicked down to the ground, and punched in the face, blood streaming from my nose.

"That's what I thought, I didn't expect much from a scrawny kid like you" he spat.

lucky for me, he started to walk away.

callahan and ant ran to my side to help.

"ohmygosh George are you ok??" Ant said, worried.

-Clay POV-

I walked out of the fairgrounds, satisfied with my work, until a thought hit me,

is George gonna be ok?

what the fuck.

why am I thinking that.

he's just some dumb kid.

but then again, I do feel bad, he does kinda get hated on for no reason.

No, there is a reason definitely.

there has to be.

right?

it hit me, right then and there.

clay you fucking idiot. there is absolutely no reason for you to hate him, or any gay person for that matter. You have to apologize for being such a bitch.

but, how the fuck am I supposed to do that when he flinched when I stand anywhere near him?

I felt my face heat up.

ohmygoshhesscaredtobenearmebecauseifuckinghurthimallthetime-hemusthatemesofuckingmuch

I sat down to calm myself,

ok calm down, how the fuck can I do this

never mind, I cant calm myself now.

tears streamed down my face.

"why the hell am I so stupid!!" I almost yelled.

I felt the world closing in on me and everything turned blurry

—

I overthought how bad I was for a solid 15 minutes before I realized I actually need to fix the problem.

easy, just invite him somewhere, to talk, and tell him your sorry.

—

I lied in bed, it was now 4 am but I couldn't bring myself to sleep, my thoughts were running ramped through my head.

but not thoughts about apologizing, but maybe something even worse.

I felt myself thinking back to the kiss.

it was a joke? Right?

no meaning behind it?

why do I even care?

I mean I didn't care about the kiss, I cared about george.

WHAT THE FUCK

DID I REALLY JUST SAY THAT

no, I don't give a fuck about George, I just feel bad, so I'm apologizing, I mean, if I cared about him I would be gay or something, right?

—

Now it was about 10:30am, I got a nice 2 hours of sleep after overthinking till 6.

my phone rang, it was addison, my girlfriend.
yes it's Addison Rae trust me it's gonna be fine they won't be together for much longer>:)

"hey baby, how was your morning?"

"It was great! I was thinking you could take me to the mall today and buy me some new makeup, you know I love looking pretty for you"

I could practically hear her bat her eyes at me.

I have been thinking about breaking up with her for a while, I just have no idea how, she's so clingy, she would never let it happen.

"so what do you say babe?"

"Actually, I don't think I can today, I have some plans with a friend" I replied.

"A friend?" She asked

"Yes babe, a friend"

"You should really be spending more time with me" she made a "hmp" sound to show me she was pouting.

"I have been, but anyways, I got to get going, I haven't eaten yet today." I held my finger over the end call button.

"Oh ok then baby, I love you!"

"I love you too" I replied duly.

now, how and when should I apologize to George.

838 words!!
Ok pog somewhat long chapter!!
Anyways, I got nothing really to say so as always, get some water, get some food, and remember, I love you and you are perfect the way you are:]

Boutta go play some of the craft🥶🥶