The First One- newt x reader

7~ Newt

I was chained up to a hard metal bed in a tiny, chilled room. The only way to see outside was through a small glass window at the top of the locked and coded door (the only entrance). The room was pretty much empty apart from a 'conveniently' placed mirror at the end of the bed I was chained to- just another way to torture me. 

I studied the person in the mirror in front of me; she didn't look like me at all. She looked thin and lifeless and her eyes no longer shone like the bright y/e/c orbs they usually were. She was cut, bruised, weak, pale: she looked like death. That girl was me, and I hadn't been given food since 3 weeks ago (and they only brought me a small syringe of water a day to keep me somewhat hanging on) - this again was another one of their little experiments and trials they liked to put me through. It was an endless repetitive cycle of torture, torture, and more bloody torture.

"W-where is he? Where's Newt?" The words stung like thousands of tiny fragments and shards of glass going down my throat, but I needed to know he was safe.

The doctor just chuckled at me, "Hahahahhah, oh darling when will you learn? He doesn't care about you. Just look at the state of you...so fragile and weak. Look at all of those purple bruises covering every inch of your once-silky skin. Look at how thin you are, you look like you belong in a cemetery with all of the other rotting corpses. When will you get it into that thick skull of yours, he doesn't want you, and he never will."

I could only manage to let out a lone tear in the condition I was in, but what if he was right? No. I knew Newt loved me no matter how nauseating I looked. He was a sweetheart. He thought I was beautiful inside and out; so was he. "You're lying. Now where is he?! Let me see him right now!" I growled. 

"No. You see... you won't actually be here with us for much longer miss y/l/n. No, In fact you are being transported to the most important trial yet. Look on the bright side... You'll see each other again some day in the future. However, there is one minor detail. You won't remember ever knowing one another- good luck miss y/l/n... sleep tight..."

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"Shhhh it's okay y/n. I'm here okay? I'm here. Shhhhh I'm right here, love." I woke up trembling and bawling in Greenie's arms and I realised I must have frightened the life out of him. Alby wasn't even awake despite my commotion so the boy was probably terrified not knowing what the hell to do with me. 

Once I had calmed down a little bit so I was just sat opposite him on my hammock wiping my tears away, he decided to break the silence, "Wanna tell me what the bloody hell happened to you, love? You don't have to tell me if it's too much, I just want to know if you're okay now?"

"It's okay Greenie, I'm fine. I'll explain what happened tomorrow I just wanna get some rest, alright?" 

He nodded as he got off of my hammock and went to sit on his own as I lied back down on my side, hugging my knees tight for comfort. I drifted off soon after because that nightmare was so exhausting. 

Who the hell is Newt? I seemed to care about him an awful lot... and why the hell did I look like I had been dug out of a grave? I was being tortured... that dream will haunt me forever.

~Greenie's POV~

Something was bothering her and I could tell: she scared the bloody crap out of me by screaming so much and the amount of tears that streamed out of her eyes could have probably filled a saucepan- that's definitely not something that someone who is 'fine' does. And that name that she was screaming...Newt? What could that mean?  

There's something she's not telling me but I guess she did say she would explain later- I could be patient until then.

I couldn't fall asleep after that: I just felt this burning need to watch over her just incase she woke up screaming again. I just lounged on my hammock assessing every part of her. Of course, she was stunning and there was no doubt about that. I had only known her since this afternoon but the way the sun hit her y/s/c skin and the way her y/h/l , y/h/c bounced as she took each graceful stride. Her eyes were the perfect shade of y/e/c and her smile looked like it had the power to outshine a thousand of the brightest fireflies.

Ugh I can't take my eyes off of her. Bloody hell Newt get a grip. Newt...Newt...oh my god that's my name. I REMEMBER MY NAME!!! They said it would come back to me sooner or later but I didn't realise I would remember THAT quickly. Wait... didn't y/n say that whilst she was asleep? Does she know me? She's resting so I won't ask questions yet. I will tell y/n and Alby tomorrow but they both need their sleep, I'll let them get a good nights rest. Doesn't mean I'm gonna go to sleep tonight though...I want to look after her tonight. I have a feeling that I will always look after her.