sage marie walker.
1:37 a.m.
"FUCK!" i heard banging and crashing from downstairs after jumping out of my sleep.
i threw on a oversized shirt before walking out my room. i crept downstairs slowly just to see asir pacing back and forth.
i sped my pace up trying to go see what the problem was.
"asir! what is going on?" i followed him down the hall just to see all the decorative frames that was hanging up were shattered on the floor.
i followed him in his room which was a mess also.
he wouldnt answer me he just kept mumbling things that i couldnt make out.
i turned on the lights in his room and its like he snapped, finally realizing what was going on.
his eyes got soft and he looked around at everything messed up in his room before just plopping on the bed.
"asir? whats wrong?" i looked at him and he just broke down crying.
i sat against his headboard before just pulling him to my lap. he cried while i just rubbed his waves.
"you're okay, shhh you're okay" i calmed him and he just scooted closer while his arms were wrapped around my waist.
i just rubbed him and i looked around his room trying to figure out how this even came about.
i looked next to us, the pills.. they looked full.
its the end of the month.
i looked down at him to see he was half asleep, i scooted my hand over to try and grab the pills but they were too far, i did end up twisting the bottle though.
he hasnt gotten a refill in two months.
i tried to ease up and he just grabbed on to me tighter.
"dont leave me" he mumbled.
"im gonna go get you some water okay?" i tried to move and he looked back up at me.
"im not leaving you, I promise to be right back"
he nodded before moving so i could go get water.
i stepped over the broken glass, after looking back down the hallway I shot up the stairs to my room.
I looked through my sheets for my phone, I sighed in relief finally finding it.
i went to safari searching, "Zoloft 50 mg"
Sertraline Brand name: Zoloft
It can treat depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD), posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD), premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD), social anxiety disorder, and panic disorder.
50 milligrams is a strong dosage, strongly NOT recommended to stop taking suddenly. Contact doctor if any major side effects to prescription.
I took a deep breath before clearing the tab and walking back out my room.
i walked down the stairs, jumping out of fear after seeing the silhouette of asir just staring at me.
