Light The Saige

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"Ard now girl you must want me to get shot or somethin'." He said

"Boy come on he not gonna trip and my uncle not here."

I mean hey he probably sleep now anyway

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"You stay eating wit' ya fatass"  Uzi said as we pulled off from the chic fila drive through

"You the one always asking if I'm hungry and even off I say no you get me some anyway." I said taking a bite of my sandwich

"Gotta make sure my shawty straight"

His phone started ringing and he looked at the caller I'd before declining. The phone rang again and he answered with an attitude and put it on speaker

"What bruh?" He said

"Aye moe I need you come round chop right quick" a deep voice said

"I can't I'm wit' my girl" he said taking it off speaker

"It's gon' be like for 5 minutes moe" the person said since I could still hear them

"Im not bringing her on no block, 30. Ima just get up with you later" he said hanging up the phone

"You could have went. It sounded important" I said

"Nah he don't want shit plus shit get wicked 'round there this time of day so I'm not taking you over there" he said

"Why he want you to come around there? You not doing nothing crazy right?..." I asked piercing my lips together

"Hell no. he just want me to come so I could see how 'fun' it is" he said putting emphasis on the word fun shaking his head

My phone started ringing and it was my godfather so I answered.

"Aye I gotta' talk to you" he said sounding a little off

"About what?" I said furrowing my eyebrows

"Look just come to my house, Ard" he said then hung up

"The hell" I mumbled

"Where he live at? Ima take you"

I told him where Smoke lives and he started driving to there. About 15 minutes later we was there and Uzi came inside with me.

"Who told you to bring this nigga along?" He said looking down between us when he unlocked the door

"We was already out. What do you have to tell me?" I asked following him to the living room

He directed me to sit across from him and said Uzi could sit down too since he was standing next to me. He was staring at Uzi before looking at me and sitting down.

"You know I don't sugar coat shit. That lady that gave you her number the other day—" he got cut off by someone busting through the front door

He quickly whipped out a gun and pointed it at the person who we realized was Woosie

"Aye bitch! It's me!" He said dropping his McDonald's bag

"Slim I told you bout running in my shit" Smoke said smacking his teeth

"Whatever. You tell Princess about her brother yet?" He said making smoke smack his head with his hands

"Brother?" I said confused

"Oh... my bad..." Woosie said picking up his food then walking out the room quickly

"Yes brother, you got a brother on yo fava side." Smoke said

"Huh?" I said still confused

I'm really confused because my dad never had another child and I'm trying to process this.

"My dad never had another kid" I said furrowing my eyebrows

"Ard Saige what I'm bouta say gon sound crazy but ya fava ain't your real fava and ya biological fava locked up" he said

"Come on Smoke you play too much. What you really have to tell me?" I said smacking my teeth

"Saige I'm serious.." he said sighing

"Nah..." I mumbled

So the man that I been believing to be my father my whole life... is not even my father.

"Princess breathe" Uzi said to me noticing that my breathing pattern was messing up

"Wait so you knew about this?" I asked Smoke

He gave me a look then nodded his head. This isn't something that you keep from somebody, man.

"It's not like I wanted to hide some shit like this from you. Ya muva told everybody that she wanted you to still think Ant was ya fava. And he still is Saige. The nigga raised you till he couldn't no more" he explained

Smoke always put respect on my dads name. Sometimes it would be a little unnecessary but he made sure to tell me how good of a dad he was.

"So who is my biological dad?" I asked

"Saige I'm not even supposed to be having this conversation with you." He said

"Nevermind. I'm going home" I said getting and walking out

"Aye don't walk away from me I wasn't done talking to you" he said following us

"You not trying to tell me the truth so what I need to stay here for?" I said walking out and slamming the door

"You want me take you home?" Uzi asked me  and I nodded trying not to cry

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"SO YOU LIED TO ME MY WHOLE LIFE??"

"Ard now little girl, I get you mad but watch your tone with me" he said glaring at me

I asked him if what Smoke told me was true and he confirmed it.

"It ain't my got damn fault. It's what your mother wanted. Ya real daddy wasn't shit so hey I think you dodged a fat ass bullet" he said scoffing

"Who is he anyway?"

"His name is Louis but everybody call him Kasper. You kinda look like his ugly ass too" he said squinting at me

"Where is he then?" I asked getting irritated

"In prison getting butt fuc—" he cut himself off

"Wait so he's locked up too?" I said and he nodded

So my biological father is a criminal too... cool. Guess something is wrong with my whole family

Why would they keep this from me? Do they realize how lonely I was when I was a kid?! If I knew then maybe I would be normal now.

"So everybody just been lying to me my whole life" I mumbled while walking away

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