We just picked up my brother from the port and I even hugged him for the greeting. I rarely do that and it felt quite weird.
I'm sitting in the car on our drive home, listening to music, just wanting blend away everything and right now a lot is going through my mind.
I have an extremely uncomfortable feeling inside of me which is always there when I'm sad and not crying but still I want to cry.
Nothing comes out of me. My mien stays the same but still my throat hurts because I've been tensing the inside of it and I can't do anything against it.
I don't know if talking to my friends about what's going on with me would help but whatever. I'll discuss this with my therapist.
The drive home.... Im looking out of the window, listening to music so that I don't have to hear my family because I already feel the tension of my mother everytime my brother is present.
August of 2019
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My Emotions
PoezieMy pure emotions just written down and for everyone to see. Its sometimes sad. Sometimes just love. Sometimes just me
