female reader Oneshots And Headcanons

Shindou Yo x reader

Warning: abuse, violence, cursing, hard sex.

I opened my front door and was startled when big arms wrapped around my neck. Sobbing in my ear and a chant of sorry’s came out the person’s mouth. They let me go and cupped my cheeks. “YN I’m so sorry. What I did was stupid and unforgivable but please, please, please forgive me. I regret my actions everyday. I regret what I said!” Shindou stared at me, tears streaming down his face. I stayed quiet, stunned that he was at my doorstep even apologizing.

             1 week ago

“You fucking bitch! Did you think I wouldn’t find out?!” I was so confused as to what he was talking about. I dodged objects he threw at me. “What did I do?!” I cried, running from him. “Still acting dumb! You’re a sad excuse for a girlfriend! What’s his name?!” He yelled at me. “W-whose name?” I whimpered as he cornered me. “That loser you’ve been fucking with!” He shouted in my face. I covered my face and cowered in the corner of the kitchen. Flinching every time he made any movements. “Who?” I asked again. He kicked my thigh and stepped on my tail. “Stop! Please! I don’t know what you’re talking about! I don’t know any guy.” I cried trying to get my tail from under his boot. “Please Shindou.” I begged him. He added more pressure on my tail and I cried out louder. He was going to break it. He stormed off and left me sobbing on the floor. I tried to lift my tail but it hurt to move it on it’s own. I carefully picked it up and whined at the throbbing pain. He came back with my phone and shoved the phone in my face. I flinched but took the phone with shaky hands. I read the messages and my heart broke. It was my father’s number. I never saved it because he said that the phone he was using was temporary. “Who is that?” He asked, crouching down to my level. “Don’t lie to me.” He warned me. “I-it’s my f-father.” I whimpered. He smacked me across the face. “Try again.” He said. I used all of my strength and pushed him on his ass while I tried to get away. He quickly grabbed the end of my tail. I felt and heard a my tail bone break. I fell and cried out painfully, screaming bloody murder. The tip of my tail dangling loosely and broken. Shindou’s eyes widened when he heard the crack. He climbed over me and covered my mouth. “Shh shh I’m sorry baby. I can fix it.” He said. He pulled my head into his chest and he rocked me back and forth telling me to be quiet.                                 

                    Present day

“YN say something! Please!” He begged me. “I was wrong, entirely. I want to make it right, please take me back.” He dropped down to his knees and held my hands and he looked up at me. Behind him were discarded roses and a big stuffed bear. “I can’t be without you baby. You flood my every thought, you make my heart pound in my chest. I lost my mind when you left, I’m a mess without you. YN I love you so much. I’d do anything for you. I want to start over.” He pleaded. His hands gripped mine tightly. “You,” it was hard to even speak to him. “You hurt me.” I said quietly. “I know, I know baby. I’m sorry about that.” He stood up and raised my head with his hand. “I’m scared of you.” I confessed. “I know I can be scary at times but I’ll get that under control. I promise. I’ll do better, I’ll be better.” He smiled but his smile dropped when I shook my head no. “YN please don’t say no. You can’t say no. I need you in my life.” His hand held my hand in a crushing grip. I whined and he moved closer. “I love you, you can’t tell me you don’t still love me. You don’t miss me? You don’t need me?” I did still love him, I did miss him, I did need him but I didn’t want to be hurt again. My tail is still recovering, whose to say he won’t break any other bone in my body. “My-“ he cut me off with a kiss. His tongue invading my mouth and his body pressed against mine. He pressed a hand to the back of my head so I wouldn’t move away.  His other hand still gripping mine and I used my free hand to try to push him away. It was hard to resist him. I missed him so much. I wondered if he was okay even when I was the one in the hospital. When he pulled away we both panted heavily. “Just say you want me and I’ll be yours again. I’ll be right beside you any second of the day. I’ll protect you, I’ll never hurt you again.” He let go of my hand and rubbed his thumb on my cheek bone. I couldn’t say no, not to him. “You promise?” I asked him. My eyes blurring from my incoming tears. “I promise.” He reassured me. My hand wrapped around his neck as I sobbed into his body. My fingers tugging his shirt slightly. “I brought you some stuff. But I’ll put it in the car. I’ll help you pack.” He kissed my cheek and picked up the roses and bear off the ground. I trailed behind him, I really wanted the big stuffed brown bear. He grabbed my hand and pulled me back to the house. I stayed with my father since he came here to visit before he’d go back to America.Shindou packed all of my stuff in the trunk while I climbed in the back seat cuddling the bear. The drive was long, my father didn’t live in the city, he wanted something quiet and far.  When we got to the apartment it was different. I carried the bear inside and went to the bedroom we shared. He brought my bags in and let me sit on the bed while he unpacked for me. I did feel a little uneasy being in here. The whole apartment made me uneasy as memories of abuse flooded my mind. I watched him organize my clothes and my products. When he was done he came up to me and squatted in front of me. His hands ran up my thigh and loosened my pants. He tugged them and I stood up so he could take them off. “You’re not wearing underwear.” He stated. “I only do when I’m on my period. You told me to.” I replied back. He kissed my thigh and smiled. “I did.” He stood up and lifted my shirt over my head. I shivered from being naked in the cold room. He lifted my head and kissed my nose. “I missed you so much.” He whispered. He wrapped something around my neck and I gasped. He kissed my jaw and I looked down to see a necklace dangling down my chest. It had his name on it. It was gold and I surprisingly liked it. He pushed me onto the bed and took his shirt off. He crawled towards me and pulled me under him. My tail limply moved around his ankle. “You’re mine right YN?” He asked me. I nodded my head in agreement. “You won’t leave me again right?” I shook my head no and he smiled softly. His lips touched mine and his hands gropped my breast. Before he would be rough, aggressive and harsh with his hands. Now he was soft and gentle, touching me firmly. I moaned into the kiss and he pulled away. Trailing his lips down to my breast. Suckin my nipples and squeezing them as if something would come out. I whinced when he bit my left nipple too hard. He kissed it and moved to my other mound. His right hand slid down my naval and cupped my vagina. Using the pad of his finger to rub my clit. “Mmm.” I moaned softly. I stared at the ceiling as he touched my body. I didn’t know what to do. He’d usually have me tied up as he pounded me. This time I could move, I could touch him back. He wasn’t rough and he didn’t hurt me. Shindou sat up and pulled his pants down with his underwear. Exposing his dick. He flipped me over and pulled my ass to his face as he laid back. His cock soft and in my face. I moaned when his tongue licked my clit. His fingers teased my hole and his mouth played with my clit. When I looked down his dick was getting erect. Slowly twitching and becoming hard. I grabbed it gently and pumped it a few times before licking the tip.  My tongue swirled over the tip and slowly sucked more of him in. Moaning at the taste of his skin, the warmth of his cock and the thickness that would soon make my jaw ache. I jumped when he slapped my ass, “Mmph!” I gagged and sucked more. My head bobbing up and down as he fingered me. His thumb vibrating on my clit and his finger rubbing my g spot. I was going to cum soon. I moaned over his dick and he let out deep grunts and groans of pleasure. My cheeks hollowed and my jaw almost tightened around his cock when he bucked up into my mouth. “I missed you so much baby. Ah, keep sucking Daddy’s dick. Yeah just like that. Nngh.” He said under me. His hips repeatedly thrusting up into my mouth making me gag. His tip hitting the back of my throat. “Oh fuck! You want my cum so bad don’t you? Nnngh! You first.” His fingers began to vibrate as he thrust them in my pussy. “Mmmmnnn!” I tried to focus on sucking but the pleasure was too much. Before I could even lift my head his leg pressed my head down further making me take all of him. My nose in his balls and my chin touching his pelvis. I couldn’t breathe and he fucked his fingers in me faster, his thumb circling my clit. I gagged, choked and moaned over him. My eyes rolling back as I felt my orgasm approaching. “You gonna cum? Go on.” He commanded. My hips stuttered and my eyes rolled back. I fucked back on his fingers. Shindou pushed me off, his dick leaving my mouth with a pop sound. “Stay still.” He flipped me onto my back and slapped his dick on my clit a couple of times. “S-shin.” I whimpered his name. “Condom.” I said meekly. He shook is head no. No?! His dick pressed against my entrance. “Not this time. I’m gonna fuck lot of babies into this womb.” He said before he shoved his cock inside me. “Nnngh!” I groaned at the stretch. My teeth clenched and my eyes shut. I didn’t want kids. I hope he was joking, lying, please pull out. His hips slammed down into mine and I held his biceps tightly. “Oh fuck! I’m already so close! So tight for Daddy!” He yelled. His thrust picked up the pace. My eyes shot open and my back arched. “Please! Shin! Hmmm!” He was being rough again. It hurt. I clawed his arm and he groaned. His hands pinned mine above my head. “Please what? You don’t even know what your asking for. All dumb from my cock. No one is going to fuck you the way I do. No one is gonna love you the way I do. You need me. Say it.” He hand forced my face to look at him. My gut hurt each time his cock hit my cervix. “I-I need y-you.” I whimpered trying not to moan. It was painful and pleasurable. “Yes baby. You need me. Need me to fuck you good. I need you too. I need you to be good for me and take my cock.” I wiggled under him, trying to get away. The bed hit the wall repeatedly. I babbled under him, nonsense spewing out of my mouth. “FUCK! This is my pussy! You are mine! Don’t you ever leave me again!” He yelled at me. I cried, hot tears running down my cheek as he pounded me. He stopped and pushed in more. A echoed pop sounded around the room. He groaned and I screamed. “Aww, did that hurt?” He teased. His lips covered mine and he ate up my screams and cries. He hurt me again. His cock passed my cervix and entered my womb. He pulled his head away and shuddered. He breathed through his teeth and squeezed my wrist together. “You got really tight baby. Relax.” He said as he tried not to move. “It hurts! It hurts! Please take it out!” I cried. He ignored me. “Shindou Please! Please!” He moved his hips back and thrust into me. My back arched and my feet kicked against the bed sheets. He let go of my wrist and wrapped his arms around my waist. His dick started to vibrate inside of me. “Cum baby. Cum for Daddy.” He moved slightly. My arousal gushing out as he gave me small thrusts. His hair tickling my nose and his lips leaving hickeys on my neck. My eyes crossed and my teeth clenched, it felt good. Amazing even. The pain brought pleasure I never felt before. My walls fluttered around him. My orgasm hit and my moans were loud. I sucked in heavy breaths as I cried and yelled. His dick kept vibrating, overstimulating me. My legs shook behind him, my arms wrapped around his back, my nails dragged down his back. Leaving red lines and some traces of blood. He pushed his dick in further and began his previous rough pace again. I clung onto him, the pain coursing through my body but giving me aftershocks of pleasure. “Oh fuck!” I yelled. I felt another orgasm building up. “Come on baby. Make Daddy proud. Cum again.” He picked me up and bounced my body on his dick. “You like that? My beautiful girl. I’m close!” He buried his head in my breast and whimpered as he fucked me. “Daddy, Daddy, Daddy!” I chanted. Shindou grunted and moaned his dick twitching inside me. My body convulsed in his arms as I released my orgasm. A silent cry leaving my mouth. He pulled me off his dick and I squirted on his lap. He bit my neck as he came on our stomachs. He let go of me and flipped me over. He slowly put his dick back in me and held my hands beside my head. “Lift your ass.” He commanded. I lifted my hips up slightly and he bucked his hips into me. “Ah! Ah! Mmnn!” I moaned. “This time I’m going to fill you up. You want that right?” I shook my head no. “No? Yes you do, because I do. I want to see you waddling around with my baby in your belly. Nice an plump with my seed. You’d be a great mother.” He said. I whimpered and cried at the thought of being pregnant. It was too scary to even think about. “No, please.” I said barely above a whisper. My voice failing me after all that screaming and crying. My body was weak and nearly numb. He released one of my hands and spread my ass apart. I heard him spit and I felt his saliva run down my ass hole. I flinched and he put his thumb in my ass. It burned, even if it was just the tip of his finger. “My god, your ass got tighter than your pussy. I can’t wait to fuck you here.” He pulled his thumb out and slapped my ass. I cried into the bed. The echoes of the bed frame hitting the wall emanated around the room. He released my other hand and held my hips. Using the leverage to thrust faster. Moving my hips with his, timing it perfectly to meet my ass with his hips. I drooled into the mattress, my mind completely dumb. I panted like a dog. My tail wrapped around his right arm and he tugged it at the base. “Yes baby. Yes! Oh fuck yeah! Take my cum!” His hips stuttered and I felt his load fill my womb. His hot semen flooding my insides. I came too. Our cum mixing together and spilling down our bodies. He continued to thrust in, pushing his gum further in me. Grinding his hips against my ass to keep it in. He collapsed over me and kissed my neck. Not pulling out at all.I woke up the next morning sticky and sore. Shindou sleeping on his back with his arm under my torso. I could barely move. When I tried getting up he turned over and pulled me into his chest. “Sleep.” He said as he drifted back off.