Infinity {~ Mattheo Riddle X Reader ~}

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Mattheo riddle

Something was off. I could alway easily read people, but this time couldn't. Like all the emotion in her flooded away. The mark had effect on her. I could see it. She wasn't the person she was before. It was weird seeing here like this. My father talked about a profet. He needed to know the full profet so he made a team of people Y/N was one of the people. They were going this weekend. She needed to befriend Harry, Ron and Hermione to keep an eye on them. Well that would be hard she hated them and they hated her. The moment my father was gone she stood up and walked away, not even waiting for one of here bestfriends Draco. She just dissapeard. this wasn't who she was. Not that I care. But I always wanted to talk to her ennoy here. It wouldn't be fun if I didn't get a reaction. 

Y/N

The next mornig I woke up and got dressed in my skirt again. I weard some dark make-up and focused on befriending Harry, Ron and Hermoine. That was the task I got, how the fuck did they think I would do that. First of I am a slytherin, second they hate me. This was going to be hard. Really hard. They hated me more then they hated Draco. I cursed and posiont them a lot of times. so this was going to be long ride. 

I was walking down to the greathall alone. I didn't wanted to see my friends. Draco would ask why I left without him and then I needed to find some excuse for wanting to go alone and not wanting to speak or see him. I saw them, the golden trio I walked forwards next to Harry. ' Harry, Ron, Hermione, Hello. Ehm, hey, hi, hello.' They said not trusting it. ' You guys wanne hang-out after school? Ehm sorry we can't' Harry answerd. ' Oh okey well see you guys later.' I tried to sound so dissapointed a possible, they waved and walked away. Well lets try again later. 

Charms

"I forgot my quil. Here borrow mine." And I gave Ron my quil. 

Potions

'I don't know what to do know. Stir 10 times clock wards.' I said to Harry. 

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That's how it went all day, me trying to be nice, giving them stuff and them not knowing to trust me or not. The whole day was boring and they were also boring. I haven't eaten all day and I wans t plannig to. I was going to the atronomy tower for a smoke. I haven't talked to anyone today excepte the golden trio. Not my friends, not Leo and not Mattheo. I sat down at the edge. Inhaling the toxic some from my joint looking down. What if I just jumped. I would be free but before I could someone walked in. ' Go away. No' I looked around and saw that it was Mattheo. He just walked towards me with a smile of amuzement. " So how is it going with you know, befriending Harry, Ron and Hermione. Terrible, I don't know why your father thinks I can befriend them so I think I will just go with the short cut and jump of the tower." I took another hit and gave it to Mattheo. " Question." he hummed. " Why not telling your father and get me killed. I don't know." That was it I don't know, the last time I asked it was a diffrent. 

After a while of silence he asked me something. " What's wrong with you. I can't see an emotion. I have been looking at you all day and the only emotions that you show are fake. That's because they don't excist anymore in this. I am emotion free. I do not believe you. Try me." He looked at me, stood up and walked away. 

After a while he came back. I looked behind me and saw that he was holding a first year strugeling to get out of his grib. " What are you doing Riddle. If your emotions are gone like you say so." He threw the kid on the ground. " You will have no problem with torturing this kid." I looked from Mattheo to the kid and back to Mattheo again. I grabbed my wand and mumbeld. " Crusio." The kid began to scream, blood coming out if his body. I stopped and heald him. " Crusio." After a while heald him again over and over the kid was screaming and begging for me to stop but I didn't, I didn't care about that stupid kid. 

After a while it got boring so I stopped and looked at Mattheo. He looked a little bit shocked. " You did it? Ye why wouldn't I. Kill him. What? Kill the kid." The kid didn't do anything wrong. " Kill him. Fine." I draged the kid to the edge of the astronomy tower. " Sorry, not sorry. " I threw him off. " Was that nesacery Mattheo? Yes it was. Well great." I walked away. 

There is this weird feeling in me tummie and I don't know what. Guild? No, but that kid didn't deserve to die. Why the hell would Mattheo want me to kill him. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHh. This is so frustrating. No I can't feel that it's an emotion stop it, stop it, stop it. 

What the hell is wrong with me?