staying up playing back myself leaving

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These days l haven't been sleeping, staying up playing back myself leaving, when your birthday passed and l didn't call.

It's been two months since Nini broke up with Luke. She's been crying herself to sleep almost every night. The reason? It wasn't her ex toxic ex boyfriend. It was the guy she lost four years ago. She started to remember every single thing she did to him. How she slept with him and left him. How she never actually apologized directly. How she didn't call for his birthday. She knew he was happy now. He had moved on and she was happy for him. But she felt empty. She knew she had to find herself again to have him in her life again. She wanted him in her life again. She didn't even care in what way anymore. She's almost 23, she had her entire life in front of her. She couldn't keep depending on other people. She grabbed her phone and after 20 minutes of deleting and rewriting, she sent him a text.

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