⚠ Suicide Ahead! ⚠
I thought about all of these memories and felt happy. I tried not to think too much of the bad ones but to take advantage of the good ones. I sat on my bed to take a quick nap when out of no where it hit me... my child is dead. I felt myself breathing heavy, then I couldn't breath. I ran downstairs a looked through the medicine cabinets for any type of medicine to help. I finally found some random medicine and waited for a while. I walked back upstairs and tried to rest.
-4 Days Later-
I have been getting anxiety attacks everyday now. I take the same medicine I did before to take the pain away. People keep telling me to stop taking it, they say it's messing with my mind and attitude. I think otherwise. It's become a drug for me, I can't go hours without taking it. I'm in class sitting at my desk. I feel my feet shaking, I need to take my medicine. As soon as the bell rings I head to my locker and grab the bottle. I put three in my hand. I was about to swallow it when someone grabs my hand and stops me from doing so. I look and see Eli standing there holding my hand. He gave me a serious look.
Y/n: Hey! Give that back! - I said trying to snatch the pills away from him.
Hawk: They're making you crazy! You're not even the same person! - He pointed to me. I rolled my eyes and finally snatched them away. I swallowed them. I felt a sharp pain in my heart. I held my chest and dropped to the ground. He held me up. I pushed him away.
Y/n: Don't touch me! I'm fine! - I yelled making him break into pure shock. I ran out of the school. I ran all the way to my dad's house. He wasn't home, thank God! I walked into his room and pulled his gun out of the nightstand. I ran to the LaRusso's dojo making sure nobody was there. I stood in the backyard and stood on top of the dock. I put the trigger to my head. I was about to pull the trigger when I heard someone yell.
???: Y/n! Don't do this! - They said. I looked back and seen, Daniel, and my other friends.
Y/n: I have to! - I said crying. They all stepped closer.
Dad: You do this you ruin everyone lives! - Johnny said.
Y/n: I can't live this life anymore! - I said, now sobbing.
Miguel: Please y/n! You're my bestfriend! - Miguel said almost in tears.
Robby: Everyone here loves you! You have a good life! Y/n.. I love you! You're my sister! - He said. I felt someone else step on to the dock I look back and seen Eli trying to take the gun. He grabbed me holding me still. Then Demetri came and helped Eli. I pulled the trigger but it hit someone else. I heard everyone gasp. I looked back and seen Eli jump into the pond and pull Demetri out. Everyone gathered around Demetri's body. I had enough. I shot one of my bestfriends. I put the trigger to my head as nobody was watching, then it happened... I shot myself in the head...
Hawk: NOOO! - He yelled
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Blood or Love | Eli Moskowitz x Reader
Fanfiction(Sequel to Beautiful) Y/n has had some hard times in the past, but the waters finally calmed, that is until the last BIG wave is on it's way, headed in her direction. What happens when Y/n goes through hell again? Will she come back out? Or will she...