Problem Solving

Daddy Issues

"Don't say shit like that" she holds me tight "we do things for each other."

"We do.." I think for a second "the way you were touching me before was so hot.."

"Mmh I know, your sister kinda cock blocked us.... but like, without the cock." She laughs

"Aren't you funny.." I can't not smile. She's so cute.

We get dressed and as always she's awkward about her body, yet can be found intensely staring at mine throughout the entire ordeal.

She does her makeup and I spend a while doing mine sat at my vanity, stalling all I can because I don't want to go down there. But I think that she's realised I'm stalling because she's gently persuading me to go see him

"Baby, the sooner we go down there the sooner it's over. Then we can go do something else"

"You better fuck me absolutely senseless.." I tell her, she laughs "I mean it, you know..."

"I will. But first we have family matters to attend to. What's the hold up? You say feeling expendable.." she folds her arms loosely

It doesn't surprise me at all that she actually listened, but it still makes me swoon just as much over her.

"It's kind of fucked up knowing that he has the ability to come and see us whenever, but only comes about twice a year. We're at his fingertips, you know.. It's just really shit."

"I'm sorry.. I hate that you put up with that." She stands behind me and lays her hands on my shoulders and looks at me in the mirror. "It's okay though, nothing ever stays the same. It won't be like this forever." She tells me. I look up at her, letting the top of my head touch her stomach. She leans down and kisses my forehead "don't be so cute. Let's go see your dad"

"Okay but only because you're so good to me" I say, she smiles

"Good enough"

She's being different than usual. Kinder.. I like her like this but I also like her as she usually is. I can't particularly place how she's being different, she just is.

But anyway, we go downstairs and see my dad. He's just the same as always; tanned, grey haired, well dressed, polite.. and that's just about it, really.

We have a few conversations. It's only small talk, which I really can't stand, but still communication I guess. He says he's only staying a few days, which me and Laf share a look of relief upon hearing.. Lizzy strangely hits it off with him though, he asks her all about her background and her family which she gladly answers.

It kind of turns me on that she's willing to talk to my dad and make a good impression.. Turns me on emotionally, not sexually. That'd be kind of incesty.

After a while we head back upstairs. It feels good to be alone, being with him is socially and emotionally draining because he kind of feels like a stranger. I love him of course, but the relationship is fragile and dysfunctional. What can I do though? Nothing.

"I'm not saying it turned me on hearing you speak Greek or anything, but.." she shuts the door behind us, I smile

"You're a mess.. I was telling him I love him because that's how I always used to"