Adopted by 5 seconds of summer 5sos

chapter 39

B- what 

A- the doctors said a week so that is on the 16th

B-  i know but i dont think you understand how important this is to me 

A- i do brookie 

B- then why wont you let me perform 

A- because your important to me and i dont want you sacrificing your health 

B- its one performance 

A- that one performance could be the difference between life and death

B- thats exaggerating a bit 

A- ok maybe it is

B- what would you want to do if you were in my shoes 

A- i suppose id want to perform for my parents 

B- but your forgetting one thing, you have performed for your parents and this is the closest i will ever get to perform for mine because THEY ARE DEAD, YOU MAY BE MY FAMILY AND YOU MAY BE MY DAD BUT YOU WILL NEVER BE THEM, you know what i am performing for them weather you like it or not 

A YOU KNOW WHAT NO YOUR NOT, YOUR ALWAYS A LITTLE BITCH WHEN YOU DONT GET YOUR OWN WAY, FIRST WITH COMING ON TOUR NOW WITH PERFORMING AND YOU KNOW WHAT IM DONE IM NOT SENDING YOU BACK TO THE ORPHANAGE BECAUSE IM NOT THAT MEAN BUT DONT ASK ME FOR ANYTHING INFACT DONT EVEN TALK TO ME i wish i never even came here or adopted her

I grabbed my phone and ran to my bunk grabbing some clothes and going to the bathroom to get dresses and grabed my phone again and my handbag and ran off the bus. I walked into the arena and i saw Perrie Leighanne Jesy and Jade and i went running up to them and wrapped my arms round perrie and cried into her shoulder 

P- hey whats wrong 

B- Ashton hates me 

P- what why

B- because i want to perform on the 14th and he said no because its not a week until the 16th, then i got angry and told him im performing weather he likes it or not then he said im a bitch and then he said hes not going to send me back to the orphanage but dont ask him for anything or talk to him then he muttered under his breath he wished he never came here or adopted me 

P- aww Brookie he doesnt mean it

B- im pretty sure he does Per, you should of seen him even Calum Mikey and Luke looked scared of him they couldnt even talk, come to think of it they didnt even care when i ran of the bus none of them even care about me this must of been some kind of act or something

P- im sorry

B- what

P- they told Louis and Niall and then they told Zayn Liam and Harry and then Zayn told me im so sorry i dint tell you, you seemed so happy 

B- Perrie what are you talking about 

P- they adopted you for publicity 

B- thats it im done 

I walked back to the bus and the boys were all sat there watching tv

L- Brookie your back i was so worried 

B- dont give me that shit

L- what are you talking about

B- Perrie told me 

L- told you what 

B- Ashton adopting me all one big publicity stunt, was me and you one too 

L- Brookie i love you 

B- then why didnt you say anything while Ashton was having ago at me 

L- im sorry 

B- dont, I dont give a shit anymore me and you were over, done

L- Brookie i love you 

B- dont make this harder for yourself, to think i loved you so much but all of this was for nothing 

I walked of the bus and phoned Demi

D- hey hun you ok

B- no 

D- what s wrong

B- oh you know not much only found out that i was adopted for publicity and to top it off so was my relationship with Luke

D- omg Brookie

B- so yeah im just going to go into town for a bit to get my mind of things

D- do you want me to come with you

B- if its ok id like to go on my own 

D- okay but be back before th concert so 2 hours 

B- ok bye dem

D- bye sweetie stay strong

I walked round the shops and i brought some new clothes and other Little bits and bobs, i saw a hairdressers and decided to get my hair dyed again so i decided to dye it pale blue what then went into purple then pink because i have no parents to tell me off for it.

An hour later i walked out with my new hair colour and decided to head back for the concert.  I walked into Demis dressing room and put my bags down and layed on the sofa and Demi walked in

D- ahh Brookie look at your hair 

B- i know cool right

D- uh yeah its amazing dont show mikey he might try copy

Just at the sound of his name i started crying, Mikey was literally my partner in crime immature but then stuck up for me when he could i cant believe he was in with such a horrible plansi

D- oh Brookie im sorry 

B- i just cant believe they would do that to me 

D- neither can i 

B- just shows you never know who you can trust anymore i mean i know i dont 

D- you trust me right 

B- yeah you and Perrie are the only people 

P- well we will always be here for you wont we dem

B- how long have you been there 

P- from when Demi asked if you trusted her 

B- ok 

P- i love your hair Brookie 

B- thanks

D- do you wanna know something Brookie

B- what 

D- i spoke to Zoe 

B- okaay ?

D- you can perform again if your feeling up to it

B- what really

D- yep 

B- eek yay omg i gotta get ready 

D- what songs are you going to sing

B- can i sing 4

D- yeah

B- love me like you do by ellie goulding, lighthouse by grl, yours by ella henderson and elastic heart by sia 

D- ok go get ready 

B- see ya after the show 

D- yeah