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"Love is a strange thing, it is constantly changing."
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I got in another fight with my boyfriend today, these days that's all I seem to do. Though I can't blame him, I'm a shitty daughter and a shittier girlfriend.
He gets upset when I ignore him, though I truly do not mean to ignore my lover, he is as delicate as a flower. A flower I never want to see dead and broken down.
I somehow feel as if he is dying, and I'm the virus, infecting his poor mind and plucking the tiny strings of his heart. My heart aches for him, to release him, but I cannot for I am selfish that way.
I conversed with his sister today, a kind soul she is, she told me how he loves me. Knowing that alone makes it so much worse, it has been two years since I have tried to love someone and I'm infecting my poor lover.
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"I don't mean to hurt him, but everything I do ends up hurting him more and more."
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Non-FictionDo you ever feel so down that you just imagine the world crashing and burning, those who hurt you under endless torment... But then other times you could feel so happy like nothing could go wrong... Emotions are weird that way.
