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"I need not ask for sympathy, only a friend I can relate too."
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I have struggled with my grades ever since I entered high school, well no, ever since I came into this world things just don't seem to wanna go my way.
This may sound like a pity party but in reality, I could care less, my damned family could never give a shit about anything so why should I?
Today, on January 13th, 2021, my brother made fun of me, not just in an "Oh boys will be boys," kind of way... this hurt, this was intentional, he meant every word he said and I knew that maybe that's why it wounded me so?
He said to me, the cruellest of cruel, a sentence no child ever wants to hear.
"Out of all of us, you have the shittiest grades. Just run away and live with your druggie of a boyfriend, we don't need another failure in the family."
Oh, how it stung, I had to stop myself from bursting into tears, I had to stop myself from breaking down in front of him, I had to stop my heart from shattering into millions of shards.
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"Life is cruel, but people are crueller."
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ESTÁS LEYENDO
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